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I'm pretty sure that another purpose of Hideto making Yuugen do his will for him to pass on is to also make Yuugen's life happy and lively, even if he's not around anymore. It's like he's leaving him to the good hands of others, and also taught him the way of life so that he could carry on with his life.

Hahaha. I cried while reading this its like my own story, i have my bestfriend too for 6years and i like her and of course i hide my feelings to her, she's kind to me, she was just like fuwako she's so girly too, but after being bestfriend for a long time i still not able to confess to her and she end up having a boyfriend and it hurts so bad, little by little we lost the closeness and dont contact each other so often, but sometimes she contact me and talk about her boyfriend and when whey about to break up i ended up giving her a advice that helps them back together. Im so stupid right? I did that because i can't give her what she deserve if she's with me, so i rather want her to be happy with him.

This was kind of scary, cause it seemed strangely realistic. I dont know, i felt the most bad for the guy who was in the arranged marriage. Other dude got his heart broken, but i feel like he can move on as he is actually true to his sexuality. Theres a high chance he'll find hapiness with another guy. And the lady seems like the type who will find a lover outside of marriege once she realizes the husband not really interested . While seme will forever be stuck and regretful.
I also felt like the other guy got his revenge, as the words he said"think of me" refering to when he does it with the woman will forever haunt the seme. Its like a curse.
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Y'all in the comments acting like haesol was a sweet angel, he isn’t. He stood there doing absolutely nothing while duna raped and manipulated Minho to satisfy her disgusting desires, just because he liked her, he ignored everything she was doing to Minho, matter in fact he was gloating and enjoying it, if Duna is okay with it and wants it Haesol would gladly do it, and I hate those type of people the most…matter in fact I hate him more than I hate duna

I am kinda mad how many people missed the point of this manga. I cried while reading this because feeling this incredible loneliness is something that kills people. One was feeling lonely because the people around him die (because they are already rrally old) or because they leave after a short of time and he is left behind. The other one felt this loneliness despite being surrounded by millions of people. He still didnz feel any connection to other fellow human beings and that realization hit him really hard. I too went through a hard time because I felt left out by everyone around me for years and not being able to connect at all. And I still have this stuffy feeling after reading that chapter even though I know that it is just fiction.


Love from Austria (NOT australia)

When you click on any story from this website you need to be careful if you have absolutely any standards doesn't matter if it's not liking rape or kissing look through all the tags read the comments read the description it doesn't matter if you think it's going to be wholesome, research before you read. You need to remember this is an illegal site with no standards as for what is posted and it doesn't matter what your planning to read or how excited you are to read it look through everything before deciding to read, and if your still concerned or confused with something then start a topic for the story with your question.

(Ending Scene)

He gifts her a red Ferrari but it's wrecked (theres gasoline all over it) but inside is her "boss" so she smoked, purposely setting the car on fire while she's running away with her red heels. Then she went into the bar and they fucked then she got preggy.

Dont u guys get tired of making the same blanf “producer is hot” comment every chapter

SOMEONE EXPLAIN FHE ENTIRE STORY TO ME!
Sadly I don’t get it AT ALL!!

Raws?

DANG IT! I just recently found this and i must say that the chapter 22-24 made me cry this a roller-coaster of emotions but i does made me recall the novel i used to read (i don't want to be loved) where both thd ml and fl get reincarnated.

idc if theres a reason for what the warrior and the prince did to her. They need to die.

can someone please give me the raws? i just read chapter 61 & 62. i’m not okay rn

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this is a spoiler from the novel that's not drawn in the manhwa but i feel paints an important arc in taejung's development.

in the novel, during the reunion, a nameless classmate asks taejung why yoon isn't with him and said how yoon used to always follow taejung around in high school, commenting how he found yoon creepy and autistic. taejung got mad and got into a fight with the classmate, saying how he doesn't know yoon and doesn't get to make these insults about him.

i think the novel describes taejung's story more empathically. i ended up feeling for him a lot, and i really wished at the end he'd move on and find his own happiness. through his arcs, i got to see him become truthful to himself of his lingering love for yoon, his regret and his determination to make things right. he knows he has hurt yoon badly, and i appreciate how he never tried to barge into yoon's life again. taejung is also hurt, confused, conflicted, but he never thinks of wanting to hurt yoon again from this point on. he really is a good person, but he's stuck in a difficult situation and faced with a near-impossible choice. i could never be in his position. i think he (and yoon, really) needs a lot of therapy lol, there's a lot of unresolved emotions there. i really wish him the best.

yeah sure taesung is being kind of a dick rn.. but why is nobody talking abt how well written and complicated his character is? i’m a whore for character depth literally this entire story is just him not knowing what to do with all these feelings he has for soo young.. most likely due to the violent environment i’m assuming he spent most his life in/ the mafia.. some y’all only read BLs for the “good sex” and “fluff” and generic writing with basic written characters.. it’s cool if that’s ur preference but don’t try to shit on something that’s actually well written bc it’s not basic enough fo satisfy your simplistic standards.. (by the way this is mainly intended for the people complaining that this manhwa isn’t soft enough.. or the characters are too toxic.. when that’s kind of the point)

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He definitely gonna change his mind or he expects mong to fight back and pull shit like he usually does (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

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It will never ever make sense to me ppl's fixation of painting Joowon as "the bad guy" in Joohae's relationship, when its not what LOH depicts AT ALL. "In hindsight, everyone is a perpetrator and victim” —Joowon, Chapter 2 // This quote right here has to be the most DEFINING quote for these two, and I wanted to write an essay about it (yes it's a literal ESSAY IM SORRY).

When the story starts, we see Haesoo feeling hurt, claiming Joowon doesnt care about them and projecting him in a bad light + we see JW's attitude & his *possessiveness*... But we quickly learn that Joowon acts that way because Haesoo manipulates his emotions. Haesoo says its the "relationship I manipulated because I craved an obsessive love”, and he "builds walls, so Joowon can tear them down”. Meanwhile Joowon is also in the wrong as he's immature, impulsive & acts on ALL of Haesoo’s provocations. They inflict these actions on each other because they're BOTH insecure about their r/s. Because defining a relationship usually gives parties a sense of security... so what happens in an UNDEFINED dynamic where they can’t officially be "lovers", and can’t voice their true feelings either?? Well: there's no security in the relationship. That’s why Joowon and Haesoo keep up this push/pull tactic. It's the only way they can affirm they're “each other’s”. The fact that Joowon only acts within the confines of their jealousy games/Haesoo's manipulation, is proven further when they break up: HS narrates, "the game is over", and we see Joowon actually give Haesoo SPACE cause he knows his boundaries and where the lines are drawn. He still clearly loves Haesoo though, so he tries to protect him in the background (eg: when leo told him shady stuff abt taku, the bullying scandal, etc.)

Now that leads to the question: why did Joohae stay in this sort of hurtful open relationship for so long, if they love each other?? Well in short: its cause of their PARENTS.
Haesoo’s reason for not wanting to define the relationship: he fears that he’ll lose his mom if he makes things serious with Joowon. His mom spent ages guilt tripping him for her divorce + tells him she can’t love him if he loves Joowon. The guilt Haesoo feels isn't JUST towards his mom though. It's towards Joowon too. Haesoo constantly projects Joowon's life as "perfect" and feels so inferior at the success of JW's career. So he thinks he's the "only one suffering" (hence painting JW as the asshole who doesnt care). He also seems to see himself as a hindrance to Joowon & thinks JW will be much happier with a marriage, kids, etc. And Haesoo's thoughts AREN'T really Joowon's fault. Joowon never said he wanted a "normal" life, or tried to make HS feel like a burden. He always called Haesoo, told him he missed him, tried to spend all his free time w him despite his busy work. So I think most of HS's insecurities stem from his mom acting like he doesnt deserve her love, and his mom making him think he's a burden ("Am I that much of a hindrance to you?"). It clearly left Haesoo emotionally broken.

Now... Joowon's reason for not wanting to define the relationship: It started, after Joohae were caught as teens and JW was hit with a harsh reality. He got slapped by HS's mom and Haesoo even said: "I’m scared of my feelings for you”. It made Joowon think Haesoo can’t handle their relationship getting serious. JW felt driven into a corner, so he said, “Don’t fall for me and I won’t fall for you”. This is Joowon's foolish attempt to PROTECT them from being separated. He wanted to frame their r/s as “nothing serious, we’re just fooling around” to make things less complicated. He was also trying to protect Haesoo, knowing he can’t make Haesoo lose his mom. Joowon's dad deeply affects his actions too. After the highschool fight issue, he tells Joowon that Haesoo is gonna abandon him, and he shouldn’t start things he'll fail. Joowon takes this to heart after the divorce, where the mom makes Haesoo leave without even telling Joowon. Ofc he now thinks he’s been “abandoned” cause things got too serious for Haesoo, and that everything his father said was TRUE. His father gaslights him for years that Haesoo will abandon him. So Joowon literally thinks the ONLY WAY Haesoo will be with him, is through this ambiguous relationship.

Now. Consider both perspectives: Joowon never insisted that he wanted an official r/s because he thinks Haesoo will drop him otherwise. And Haesoo never insisted on what he truly wanted either (an official r/s! the same thing! WOW~ lmao) because the guilt he felt towards his mother overtook all of that. They willingly chose this, and the ambiguity of their relationship hurts BOTH of them, but they endure it cause they love each other and they wanted to stay together no matter what. Haesoo confirms it when he says "It’s painful because we know we can’t have it, that’s why we kept it ambiguous for 10 years”. Haesoo kept going back to Joowon for years. That’s what made Joowon arrogant and had him thinking, “Haesoo is fine with this. Haesoo can’t live without me. I knew he'd never leave me if we keep our relationship ambiguous”, and Haesoo never communicated otherwise. The remarriage suddenly made all of HS's fears abt losing his mom too real: hence why he walks out first, leaving Joowon to rethink EVERYTHING about what Haesoo truly wanted.

So in the end: who's the victim, and who's the perpetrator? You could say both... or NEITHER. At the end of the day, Haesoo and Joowon were just 2 people who loved each other since they were teenagers, but could never communicate it for their own reasons. They BOTH willingly got into these roles of an ambiguous relationship and kept up unhealthy cycles of jealousy. And they did it to be with e/o without having to be honest about their feelings, or face the consequences of their relationship. Through distance and time spent apart: they realized they feared never telling eo their true feelings FAR MORE, than whatever they could lose as a result of their love. That’s why in the end Haesoo asks Joowon if he regrets their relationship due to Joowon’s career and dad and everything... Haesoo was always worried about that: that if they chose each other, they'd come to resent each other for their losses (he says it in their breakup). But Joowon being the ride or die man he is, says he regrets nothing & he doesnt care about that as long as he’s with Haesoo. These two possibly have the most conflicting relationship I’ve read in a while— but they way they make realizations, develop, and change their mindset all so realistically to reach the conclusion they do is quite beautiful to me <33