
if anyone’s wondering azuma ended up getting his own love story and it’s 10 TIMES better than this. I suggest reading it cause it’s

here!
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ore_no_kirai_na_senpai/
it’s completed! it’s really good
read the novel so you don’t have to
I completely thought this was gonna go in an entirely different direction like blackmail that would’ve eventually turned into romance with daily social life mixed into it but I was WRONG.
-gangrape happened because of ML
- MC actually gets trauma from this because of how harsh they were
- ML visits MC after rape, plays the “I’m sorry” card and convinces him to go back and live with him at his house
- while there ML does delete pics as promised ( doesn’t really matter because he ended up sending the pic to the president anyway)
- BRUH GETS FORCED INTO STAYING THERE he literally gets his phone taken away, can’t go outside, he gets living room privileges taken away so he STAYS IN THE ONE ROOM - not the same room as the ML just the guest room
-cycle of having sex and getting beaten up constantly - to the point where he treats him like a dog. makes him piss in the corner on a pee pad + wear a leash
-MC LOSES OUTGOING PERSONALITY - he becomes very submissive always saying sorry never doing ANYTHING like how he is now.
- DOESNT TRY TO ESCAPE, everytime I was like “this is it he’s gonna try to leave” I was just delusional. he tried one time but it was brief and only because his friend initiated it. - his friend ended up raping him and ML caught him and forced him to have sex with the friend??
- ML doesn’t even like him, he doesn’t visit the room except to fuck, treats him like shit. never says he loves him or even pretends to. doesn’t do anything nice or sweet that makes you think “oh maybe”
+ lwk kind of depressing, MC wants him to visit the room because that’s the only human interaction he gets but ML literally leaves after a second.
ENDING MC and ML used to know eachother in middle school, they were close and were always hanging out - ML had a crush on him and told him - MC took advantage of that and raped him + recorded it. he eventually got bored of it and never spoke to ML again. MC suffered a brain injury causing him to forget the past year, ML visited him and asked what would he do if he someone had done that to him? “I would do it back to them” then that spiraled the revenge and meeting him in the first chapter.
- fast forward to the actual end MC got GANG RAPED AGAIN. ended up in the hospital where he gained his memories and apologized. MC said he didn’t want ML to abandon him and that he wanted to live with him still, ML agreed and said he’d still be treated the exact same as he’s always been.
+ that’s the end of the main story there were side stories but I didn’t bother reading them so I don’t know if they actually had any romance + wouldn’t bother since ML forces MC to fuck their dog they get.
HOPE THIS HELPS SORRY FOR WRITING SO MUCH
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what the actual fuck
thank u for this now i know not to waste my time
I'm marinating this yet i decided to drop this instead
ML forces MC to WHAT?! the dog?...insanity(⊙…⊙ )
Wtf
oh my god this is not worth the marination
oh nah i’m dropping this shit
How does the author sleep at night after writing gang rape after gang rape like she's obsessed with it....
YO... WHAT ABOUT THE DOG????
THANK YOU SOOO MUCH.
You just an sweet person. I wish you have a great life.
I was an fan of this Author for" sadistic beauty BL version." .That was also traumatic story but wasn’t in this low. BUT I think no normal sane person can take this amount of shit. I am sucker for psychological story with pretty art. So, I was lured by the rawness of this, the last few chapters made me rethink. Cuz this level of shit can never be considered as creation. I believe this was originally gonna be fetishistic disorder type of story but author coated it with some psychological tag, and publicized his fantasy.
Thank You again. You are a savior.
ah hell nah
Damn I hoped it would turn similarly to sadistic beauty . Thanks for summary bc now o just feel sick and would be even sicker if i had to follow this kind of story for weeks
Does this comic need to follow the original story? Or can it be changed and not be so fucked up? Does it follow it 100% till now? Bc bruh I fucking love the art style and as much as I love fucked shit this is over my limit (especially the dog wtf????????) so idk of there is a chance they maybe will change it to be more like sadictic beauty side story
It’s been following the novel 100 percent with all the chapters , unfortunately it can’t be changed since they HAVE to follow the novel and it’s marketed as a psychological story it was meant to be fucked up. the summary is exactly what will be drawn out