I completely understand JH here. I used to be on the position that I fell first. Our feelings were unequal. I was more serious than he was. I said I love him but he said he'll say it to me when he feels like it and it's been several months I had to live with the feelings that "oh he doesn't love me yet".
He eventually said it but it took a year. Things seemed fine in the very first years then it went down hill. I was the same old caring partner but he fell out of love from me and decided to dump me but the way he did was just cruel. He ignored all of my calls and even my existence to force me to dump him first. It sucked.
At least we later talked things out and become just friends now but the wound he caused me is still there. I know JH used to be an asshole but that's all in the past and I just want to say that it hurts when you're not as important as you are for them.
Also, it's good that you got over him. And yes, the wound lasts long. I can understand. I just find human emotions to be so complex, critical and complicated, yet so simple at the same time. It's confusing! Ya now what i mean?! People walk with all these mental baggages, never taking healing seriously. And they walk into other people lives with the same baggages, making things worse. I just wish people take their time to make themselves happy first. And dont carry the 'unintentionally ruin it all' mentality. And i believe right people will always meet you at the right time. So we got to have some patience too.
Please don't get brainrot after reading my cheesy ass paragraph
Omg seriously how did he know?? What triggers him?? Can't wait for ss2.
The childhood part is so cuteeeeee