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Well looking back jinjoo are the one that choose to get married with him after she finished highschool..and also maybe she doesn't want her husband to be disgusted by it? you know maybe he's homophobic or the husband could do something bad, or the author had something in their mind to solve this issue. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

In my interpretation, she's doing this because she think she dont deserve to be happy. That being ravished by her husband is some kind of punishment that she deserve because of her wrong life choices. Jin Joo is a broken woman and its kinda sad. This happens in real life too which make this more sorrowful.

Sure! Here’s a simple and delicious pancake recipe for you:

Fluffy American Pancakes
Ingredients:

135 grams of plain flour
1 teaspoon of baking powder
½ teaspoon of salt
2 tablespoons of caster sugar
130 milliliters of milk
1 large egg (lightly beaten)
2 tablespoons of melted butter (plus extra for cooking)
Optional: maple syrup, butter, fresh berries, or other toppings of your choice
Instructions:

Mix Dry Ingredients: In a large bowl, sift together the flour, baking powder, salt, and sugar.
Combine Wet Ingredients: In another bowl, whisk together the milk, egg, and melted butter.
Make the Batter: Pour the wet ingredients into the dry ingredients and stir until just combined. Be careful not to overmix; the batter should be slightly lumpy.
Cook the Pancakes: Heat a non-stick frying pan or griddle over medium heat and lightly grease with butter. Pour about ¼ cup of batter onto the pan for each pancake. Cook until bubbles form on the surface and the edges look set, then flip and cook until golden brown on the other side.
Serve: Serve warm with your favorite toppings like maple syrup, butter, or fresh berries.
Enjoy your pancakes!

religious guilt, self-esteem issues, and probably her thinking she deserves everything she's going through because of the fact that she's been comforting herself in having sex and using doyeon while being married