
Yes, I feel bad for the seme too but I understand the situation of the uke. Saku has been through a lot and although that doesn't excuse him from hurting other's feeling, he's avoiding him because he thinks it's for the better good. I don't think some of you realize how hard it is being gay in a society that wants to dictate what's normal and what's not. Plus it's japan, it's an extremely taboo topic for them. I hope they do sort it out though and Saku realizes his worth. He's not filthy at all :((

Exactly! He HAS BEEN GROOMED. He was emotionally scarred and traumatized by it! Leading him into thinking that a real relationship with any other person can be broken off anytime because he's not a girl! He was tempted to try with the seme but his traumas get the best of him and that's valid. He may have hurt the seme because of it but none of us should say that his traumas taking their toll on him it's not valid. I hope he heals, with or without the seme. Both of them deserve to be loved and cared for.
I don't even have enough words to explain how beautiful and how much I love this. I think I chose the wrong decision of listening to Given's soundtrack while reading, this made me cry more.