im hoping the first guy i have sex w/ is understanding like tht... like i'm always assuming its a blessing for guys or makes them super happy to be able to fuck the girl they love and they get to be the first one to do so... is it just me that feels that way? opinions?
If that's the kind of experience you want, then make sure you also love them. My first was with a guy who loved me but who I wasn't attracted to (I didn't know at the time, I was just naive so I thought I was just broken) so when it came to sex it was all meh and boring and I thought that's what all sex would be like and couldn't see what the hype was about.
It was only a few years later when I met someone who I was actually attracted to that I realised sex could be fun and pleasurable.
Either way, don't rush it! Just relax and have fun!
Any raws available? plssssss this manga is my heart
The manga has been on-hold since March, so no, there's no new raw chapters for now. But it was announced the manga will get an anime adaptation ^^