
it seems like the new chapters that are barely rolling in have nothing but them having sex, touching each other and being cutesy. and on top of that the chapters are really fucking short!! i kinda wanna get back to the main story, because these little sex scenes are boring to me.

Wow everyone was excited for the moment they finally have sex and now it's their first and it's a boring chapter? seriously what everyones want from the poor takarai sensei??? every time she do something wrong. This manga receives nothing but hate this make me so sad.

I am sorry but this is a complete failure of reading comprehension. What cutesy? What little? This is a very serious, critical moment in the development of this relationship and of Shirotani confronting the root of his disorder. The whole story has been building to this moment. This is the literal and figurative climax of the whole thing. It's not fluff. If you're not getting that, you haven't been reading properly.
The way I see it, Sungho hates Dohyun so much because he was pressured into having sex with him. He was pressured because he felt like if he didn't do what Dohyun wanted him to do, then Dohyun would leave him. But even so, Dohyun still left him and it's been 9 years. Oh yeah, and I'm really curious as to where Sungho's scar came from. I love this manga so far (=・ω・=)
Sungho loves Dohyun though, he's crazy obssessed but definitely in love with Dohyun (sadly, the reverse isn't true, Dohyun's feelings from back then weren't as deep and faded, so for him their past relationship was over a long time ago)
Oh yeah, I totally agree, Sungho's definitely in love with him. Obsessed. But I feel like a part of him also hates Dohyun and so he kidnapped him to pursue his revenge.
Mmh, I think the "hate" part is more from the fact that he was abandoned rather than true hatred (even for the sex which wasn't entirely consensual back then).
I'm saying this because there is no denying that even back then he was obsessed (even in love) with Dohyun and even initiated some of the sex out of desperation, although he thinks (and certainly thought back then) that his feelings were unnatural. He's also obviously attracted sexually now, so it's kind of difficult to tell what this means, maybe homophobia ? (he really does talk about unnatural feelings). The revenge "because of the sex" is imo an excuse to punish Dohyun for abandoning him and moving on, basically not returning his really deep feelings (which seem to torment him a lot).
Does it make sense ? lol, this manga is confusing, we don't have a clear understanding of the motivations/psyche of the characters, but that makes it interesting.
Ha, you're right. This manga is a tad confusing but hellah interesting. It keeps us guessing. Thats a clever idea. He could be using the sex as an excuse. And maybe is homophobic because I remember Sungho calling his feelings disgusting or something like that. I believe it was during the birthing cake scene. Thank you for your input (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ