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why is granny kinda-

damn that cliffhanger blue balled me ... guess i’ll die

I really appreciate how the relationships and conflicts are set up. Sometimes stories try to force miscommunications to have some drama going on, but it just end up making everyone look dumb and unlikeable. This, though, i completely understand, and it effectively shows a human side to the characters. I hope ercella and harsen can figure out their problems and be honest with themselves. For vicente, obviously i feel bad for him. Must be hard to be raised in that environment while also practically ignored by both your parents. Shes definitely late, and like she said, her struggles dont justify her neglect towards her son, but she really was just alone and lost with no one to lean on or guide her. Im glad she has a second chance to step up to be a mom. On that topic, i love how they handled depression. She was a teen mom, got married for the sake of her family, went throught the lost of loved ones whilst being pregnant and confused, her husband, the only person on her side in that house, got sent out to war, the vassals dont trust nor do they like her. For a woman who took pride in her studies and knowledge as proof of her worth, being told off from her duties and being brushed off as an inconvenience must have had a big impact. She really had no one to talk to or help her figure out her feelings. And onsidering the hypothetical time period the story is based on, im assuming studies on mental health and psychology were not of much importance, hence the lack of knowledge and care for post partum depression. No one understood her and neither did she. That suffocating feeling of guilt and helplessness when you cant be happy even though youre supposed to, even though you should be, even though it seems like theres no reason to be sad cause your life is just perfect from people's perspectives, is terrifying. I struggled with that a lot in the past and i completely understand how frustrating and lonely it feels. I hope with this second life she can get help and work out her issues, then mend her relationship with herself and others. Vicente is already fifteen, and even if she is to die 3 years later, i hope she can go with no regrets.

We all just going to vent about ch. 7? Then count me the fuck in. THE GUY CHEATED ON HIS GIRLFRIEND AND THE OTHER ON HIS WIFE! THE CONNECTION BETWEEN THEM IS LIKE A FUCKING CANON OF STUPID AND IDIOT BECAUSE, HEY, I KNOW IT'S HARD TO LIKE LEAVE EACH OTHER SO THEN, WHY DID YOU LEAVE EACH OTHER, IN THE FIRST PLACE?! FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!!