The beginning of this when they were in high school was okay. It showed there friendship development. But after his dadās death it all went down hill. I feel so bad for the kid. But man the seme is awful. One of the worst BL tops I have ever seen, definitely on the top 5. All of this now is rape and abuse and I can only take so much but now nah Iām tapping out
As someone who was in his same place and SA, I was so scared hooking up with someone. Would I get flash backs? When I did sleep with someone again my body went into shock and got flash backs, started crying and couldnāt stop. Thankfully the person I was with just held me and made sure I was safe with him. SA truly has an impact on your life even if you feel like you have healed. 10 months later and Iām with the same person who made me feel safe for once.
For real, I've told my parents abt it and cried abt it but they didn't even bat an eye. Actually, the predator (my uncle) was just recently discovered bc he touched another female kid and he got sued but he bailed bc he can pay. Also my mother (predator's sibling), suggested that the predator will live in the storage room in our backyard to avoid gossips cause the predator lived in the province. Now, my both my parents are letting him live near our house when he SA'd their daughter and that shattered me a lot. They chose the predator as their priority rather than me, a daughter. Now I hate my life. But I'll try to work and get out of this house soon as possible since I can't trust anyone anymore.
I'm manifesting for this actually, too bad, the person who did it to me was still roaming freely and spoiled a lot by my grandmother (first child=favorite). Soo I can't trust anyone anymore at this household and my relatives. After I get my license I'll move out and work. Let's do our best to live happy and enjoy this lif ć¾(āā¹ā”ā¹)ļ¾~
The person that r@pe me was my partner at the time, I was in shock and didnāt put two and two together til 2 months later. I still have some trauma from it like I canāt have anyone out there hands on my throat or I get flash backs, I havenāt even told my bf now about it. I havenāt even told my parents about it (Iām 20) sometimes I canāt even admit that I was r@ped / physically assaulted
Let's just talk about the sexual assault for a minute, I hate how yaois will make it seem like they are enjoying what's happening to them, which is relatively that's just not the case. I think there should have been a warning about the SA. Because there are some people that would get triggered from it or have experienced it in RL including myself. No hate to anymore, I just think they didn't think about it, but I think a lot of people in the comments also agree.
We gotta pray for bro