If this manga taught me anything, it would be 'bro, communicate, tell how you feel".
Man, my heart still aches for them. What a painful story.
I don't know who is right, who is wrong anymore.
Do they a happy ending in S2? I hope so.
I've been diving into the novel and have finished the first two lifetimes, but I'm still making my way through the third. The journeys of the characters are incredibly harsh and heart-wrenching, and I truly believe both are to blame.
If I agree with your point about Kloff provoking the situation, it's important to note that Aeroc should have chosen a different path instead of resorting to violence against Ralph. In the end, he took the life of an innocent person.
So, I can't agree with your statement that Kloff is solely at fault. During their first lifetime, Kloff carefully concealed his true feelings for Aeroc and accepted Ralph as his wife. Why should Kloff need Aeroc's approval to express affection toward Ralph? It’s Aeroc who bears responsibility in the first place; his jealousy drove him to commit the unthinkable.
As for 'graping' a pregnant person, that's absolutely unacceptable. While I understand that Aeroc didn’t mean to enact such a horrific act, what did he realistically expect when he instructed low-class thugs to 'hurt a pregnant guy'?
This is why I emphasized that communication could have cleared up their misunderstandings.
I see where you're coming from, but I have to disagree with the idea that Kloff isn’t largely at fault here. Sure, Aeroc’s actions were terrible, and I’m not excusing him—but Kloff isn’t some misunderstood hero either. Kloff deliberately manipulated the situation in both lifetimes, playing mind games and fueling Aeroc’s insecurities. He didn’t love Rapiel yet used him as a pawn to provoke Aeroc. That’s not communication; that’s calculated cruelty.
As for Aeroc, yes, his jealousy and lack of restraint led to unforgivable choices, but let’s not ignore how Kloff pushed him to the edge. The dynamic between them is toxic on both sides, but Kloff’s manipulation makes him the instigator in many ways. Calling him a victim feels like oversimplifying the layers of what’s really going on.
This's one of my early yaoi mangas. Time passed and I ready many many yaoi mangas, especially r@pe category BUT this's my most hated manga ever.
Cannot explain how this made me cry, hate and truamtize. Even today I hate recalling my memories of reading this.
Why adding a new comment?
I want to give a low rating, as I hate seeing this getting higher rates than other yaoi gems.
This sh&&t doesn't deserve rati g more than 1 star.
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Still believe the botton should have ended up with store guy. Anyone is better than the choi f#### family. I can put up a fire in their house and k#ll 03 useless siblings and never regret my actions. LOL
I love this!! I really love this story! This couple!
Worst part is, I came here to reread this for like 5 times. LOL
Something is really wrong with me