I shoved a toy up there, with lube (thank god) and no prep beforehand. Then I spent the next few minutes curled up in the fetal position wracked with pain. It wasn't even a huge toy, tbh. I honestly should have known better, considering the amount of yaoi I had read by that point. That incident gave me a whole new appreciation of the preparation ......
After seeing 7 , 9 , 10 , 12 and 14 I felt like I was a bit of a late bloomer ... I saw my first yaoi ( by chance I was checking the K letter in directory and I found the Kuroneko series ) when I was 21 .. I don't really remember which volume i checked first ... But the first couple of pages were like super intense for a total newbie .. I closed th......
okay so uhm.. pls tell me your toughts