Oop- so the lil guy was actually just a bug created by the yellow blue eyes white cat?? And he reincarnated back to his child self… I kinda feel bad for him now if we think from his perspective he just lost his lover after everything they had…
But then, since qin and wangyi replaced them, they are clearly not the same person like qin has the power to read mind and has a HUGE bias toward wy. I think it’s safe to say that the current ml (qin) is not actually the og mc’s lover (from his past life)
Yamadera… he’s gaslighting himself so hard into believing he hates sayo because of his fear of abandon. He clearly likes him and was slightly more opened up during their stay at sayo’s parents house but then the mei incident now he’s convinced sayo will abandon him too, sooner or later.