"I never thought that this promise will make me suffer even more"
omfg! This line is killing me! I can already just see Maya being a lying bastard!
Oh my poor Nemu!
You need a new guy to sweep you up the floor and make stupid Maya suffered for once! Like seriously, it's unfair that it's always you who have to watch him get OVERLY friendly with other guys.
It's already painful enough just from that last line ╥﹏╥
Yes poor nemu ╥﹏╥.
I guess since they promise about not hiding anything, maya will keep talk about ruka to nemu and it will lead nemu feel uneasy, but since he's the one who told maya to tell him anything, then he can't complain about it. So he's having a heartache, mentally & emotionally suffer in secret especially if ruka (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸 also join in making nemu more insecure deliberately or not. ヽ(`Д´)ノ
This volume seems to focus on making nemu suffer. It will be a turning point of their relationship. Since the beginning, they are different from each other, comes to love each other deeply. But if its continue like this, im afraid they will part from each other ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍. Maya will let nemu go, so nemu can live a normal happy life ( (/TДT)/ f**k that). while he (maya) will be famous among a celebrity's event with that bastard ruka. (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
Damn my rambling makes me so angry and agitated Σ(  ̄□ ̄||). Sorry XDDD. I need mental rehabilitation now ( ̄∇ ̄")
@michaelis I hope it's Nemu who let him (Maya) go instead of the other way around if a break up were to happen.
From the last line, i predict Maya and Ruka is going to have like some sort of physical contact(kiss or get push down). Ofc I would count that as cheating if Maya were to end up doing anything physical with Ruka (even if against his will) and hide it from Nemu. Nemu would find out from Ruka or find out some ways. Leading them to a break up situation.
I hope nothing bad happen.
My heart is already crying out for Nemu as if already.. ╥﹏╥
The library actually has the manga up to volume 15. If you have a library card you can check out the book online and read it in your browser or download/ read it as an eBook. All you need to have is a library card.
I lived in California, so I'm not sure if it's available everywhere. You can check it out.
http://www.fresnolibrary.org/
The ending is soo bittersweet still a good ending but.... It's sooo... Depressing...too
did you read the ending somewhere? If so, can you spoil?
I bought it off a website.
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In the end, she didnt end up with Sihyun ( her first husband). He still love her very much tho. He kept his promise to her. He will die a virgin he never had sex with his wife. He did have a child tho, but it was through a different method. He still watches her in the shadow, but never appear in front of her again. She ended up Kanjae ( the blonde long hair guy). She ended up with two kids? I can't remember exactly, but she did have children. She still listen for news of Sihyun as she wishes for his success and happiness. She never forgot Sihyun, but she love her husband too. The ending was basically just her and her husband attending an event ( a wedding?i think) where Sihyun was invited too, but Sihyun was only watching her in a distance not appearing before her.
that's so sad (TДT) considering how much lovey-dovey they were when they got married..