My heart was beating so fast while reading this. I can only take so much.
However, Lucas better just pop out of nowhere and expose this man. I know that wont happen because then the story would probably end very fast, but still.
I just finished reading this and currently have so many emotions mixing together. I feel like I can't properly get out what I am feeling or how I should word it, but I'm gonna try.
*Spoiler Warning*
I had a gut feeling since the beginning that Jaeha was gonna get seriously injured or die. Then when I read a line Taeoh said about Jaeha not dying from being with his brother or something, I just knew Jaeha was gonna die. He was learning to trust other people and not feel like his brother Yoseob was the only person he could trust. Jaeha had friends and even a girl who liked him and potentially making up with a childhood friend. So as soon as Jaeha fell down in the street and I saw the headlights, tears immediately started falling down my face and didn't stop.
I also cried when Taeoh stopped as soon as he saw the snow. I knew what he was thinking about because I was thinking about the same thing. Jaeha died when it was snowing and seeing snow again hit him too hard in the feels, just like it hit me too hard in the feels.
Seeing Yoseob's reaction to the officer during interrogation and at the end of interrogation hit me hard. As well as seeing his reaction to the snow falling outside his window and then him hallucinating Jaeha sitting there on his bed hit me hard as well.
In all honesty I cried the last few chapters but cried the most in the last two.
I have to share this because I can't unsee it now that I thought of this.
The Rugby player looks like a slightly younger version of Endeavor and that's all I could see when his face popped up.