
400+ chapters later...*heaves* yessss. their 3rd? censored kiss coming!

Honenstly don't want to filter through the chapters. But the two CANON ones I can recall is in the beginning during highschool, He Tian did a surprise kiss on Momo and made him cry. Second was after Momo got beat up BY She Li? I think I'm not too sure. there might be more but those are the only two I can remember at the moment. And yes in true chinese bl fashion it was censored somehow.
The condition of socio- and psychopathy always fascinated me. It's interesting how the author chose to make Kang Moo a certified psychopath lol. It's arguably the crazier of the two. She handled it well. Kang Moo as much as he is able too, 'loves' Kirin in his own way. Even if it's not the kind of love we are used too. Kirin knows and accepts it.
Their relationship is bittersweet. Kirin knows if and when Kang Moo wants to act on his impulses, he can't stop him. So they just take it day by day. And that's their warped happily ever after.
As the author said it is a happy ending too. I interpret it as as long as Kirin is breathing, Kang Moo won't tether too far where he's not able to go back to him. It's just bittersweet because Kang Moo will ALWAYS struggle to not want to cut someone up. And Kirin will ALWAYS be anxious and live with the fact that his lover is a legit psychopath and all the tendencies that come with it lol.