
The first story is just er-not that pleasant for me though the story was tolerable enough (actually not, i'm 99.99999% disgusted) but I still think that Daddy should be the uke lol, someday perhaps?! Daddy and Date look good together tbh. The second story was great, well maybe it's because I favor older ukes XD But everything was cool though.
This extreme second embarrassment I am experiencing right now. It won't go away. (/TДT)/ Maybe its because Sakura and I are pretty much similar. We tend to run away from the person we like. We are also very ambivalent. We want our special person to notice our feelings, hoewever instead of showing that we care about them, we make it seem like we are uninterested in them. Our thoughts become messed up that our brains end up malfunctioning. We become too vulnerable around these people. We become physically stiff, but still we helplessly try to act cool and unbothered by their presence. While in the process, we rather expose our feelings instead of hiding them. I deeply empathize, Sakura-kun.
I sooo feel you!
I also want to be able to express my feelings someday. Its really hard just keeping it in. huhuhu
There's indeed a lot of torment coming with these kinds of behaviours of ours... It's really tiring to deal with it. I had hard times with it too; i totally saw my younger self when you spoke.
Well, now I levelled up and can just cut off my feelings when I'm concerned about someone whom I know won't reciprocate. Still painful, but way shorter than a years-long agony! Actually, I managed to confess once or twice and I'm not sure I will again soon xD
I wish you find a sweet way to deal with it and communicate safely! ~