Laulibabo's Questions (3)

i tried getting chatgpt’s help but it didn’t work, i’m trying to find the name of this one manga i read ages ago. i believe the story begins with the protagonist (a high schooler) who lost either all his memories or part of his memories after an incident. and there’s this one character in this manga who i believe literally has the face of a cartoonish sun or moon, and this character is referred to as “memory” by the protagonist. also this character is only seen by the protagonist and is most probably an illusion/ hallucination. i think there’s also time travelling in this manga or maybe the protagonist being immortal or the fact that he lived for a long time with different identities in different periods of time. also another detail: the manga isn’t very long i believe (should be around 80 chapters?) and i remember the ending being kinda open and very rushed due to the pressure on the author to finish the manga quickly which could explain why it’s finished but feels “unfinished” (hope that made sense ) also i remember the artsyle being kinda flashy and very unique and pretty

So I read this one ages ago and I can’t remember anything besides the fact that it was super long (+200 chapters for sure) and the plot was about an apocalyptic situation where giant insects attacked humans and there was this thing with some of the female characters being the “bee queen” and like controlling the giant insects. And also one of the characters was an old man and we eventually learn that his nickname was “mad dog” or something like that

So I read this manhwa a long time ago, I don’t remember the name but I kinda remember the cover. It had the fmc and a flower, the fmc was ginger and from a wealthy family and the mmc was kind of her butler. He had black hair, they were childhood friends and they eventually become lovers. If anyone has the name I’d be grateful !