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i don’t know… even after seeing what camyu has been through, it just feels so self-centred? you have a loving uncle who’s worried about your wellbeing everyday but it’s always and “why didn’t vikir come look for me” and “i’m gonna learn dark magic regardless if it’s a good idea”? her spell killed her master and her dying words were “i still wish i could see vikir one last time” lmfao and then she makes a contract with a demon is a half conscious state. i know grief can do awful things to someone but also, why not let the dead rest buddy? i highly doubt rose is even conscious, that girl is just a dead soldier who’s body is being manipulated and used without her consent, by both camyu and the 9th corpse, dantalion. i understand why she’s obsessed with vikir, but i barely see any retrospection or acknowledgment of the damage she’s causing around her, even trying to hurt random innocent civilians at a festival bc she can’t handle someone dressed up as nighthound, who she didn’t even confirm was vikir yet..! lowkey i would crash out too if someone said my childhood crush that im still obsessed with was soul bound to some random lady (literally the saintess…) but just bc shes contracted with a demon doesn’t mean she has to act like one too!! so it’s not okay if rose or vikir dies but you’re free to kill all these innocent civilians !!? luckily dolores the goat instantly dissipated all the undead soldiers but cmon, literal children were at the festival, POMERANIAN was at the festival bro!!! granted she’s being escorted by osiris but the thought is still there. she’s gonna be immediately forgiven though and none of her actions will be addressed bc she was acting out of grief and contracted with a demon… i don’t even know what this rant was for. i defended aiyen when she was being annoying and everyone was hating her, i defended dolores cause people were expecting at 16 year old mentally and physically, to match vikir’s combat, who’s like 30 mentally with experience, but i dunno if i can defend camyu anymore maybe she’ll grow on me.