grief is a long process. the author clearly wants us to experience the grief of the mcs together, if you can't handle it you can drop the series. but just know that it will eventually get better, so stay if you can.
Good point, I feel the same. Like it hurts but it’s refreshing to see a manga deal with grief and everything they went through. Therapy sorta and breathing space, time to heal.
so thats why he hated those gummies