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Jinsung makes so many ethically dubious decisions (or non-actions) but he's portrayed as somewhat a victim? He doesn't get Yura help for his mental illness, keeps day hyung completely in the dark about having a mental illness in the first place even though it's obviously affecting his quality of life seriously. Obviously the most ethically dubious thing is how Jinsung has sexual encounters with night hyung when day hyung has not consented to it...
I kept reading because I had some hope that these things would be addressed by the end, but it just is a disappointing rainbows and sunshine ending. OG Yura finally finds out about his other personality's affair with Jinsung, and thinks Jinsung only has feelings for that other peronality- this is 'resolved' by Jinsung saying that he likes all parts of Yura but like that does not do shit to address how he lied, manipulated, gaslighted, kind-of-raped day hyung. We're also shown flashbacks of how Jinsung was scared of Yura's violent tendancies and somehow now he's not scared anymore? That makes no sense.Jinsung also goes to green haired dude for help but doesn't even tell him the full picture like bro you are so infuriating askdjfaskdjhfsad Even worse Jinsung's constantly praised as kind like none of your actions tell me that??? Jinsung's words literally do not match up to his actions like do you seriously have to gaslight your hyung AND the reader
I liked the side couple though they were way better though not by that much
looking for a dynamic like kiyoi and hira from utsukushi kare/my beautiful man
looking for yaoi or shounen ai where one dude pines painfully after the other and the other dude has to grovel (metaphorically( to make up for it
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