For real, Ian's mom made me worried like she will say something bad unconsciously.
This totally a perfect story that showing the high risk of someone who suffered from getting abused during childhood and not getting therapy to heal themselves.
I'm really sad to see how Jaeha died, and how in the end no one is able to heal Yoseob.
Both Yoseob and Jaeha are victims from their past experiences. The saddest part is, no one is totally in fault but at the same time no one is absolutely blameless.
It's understandable how bad Taeoh's feelings towards the whole situations. Like really, you can't say what he did to Jaeha as a mere children's fight, Jaeha had to get traumatic experience twice, leading him to looking for someone who will stand up for him (Yoseob), and making Yoseob's did his first attempt after Taeoh threw water to Jaeha.
Maybe, just maybe, if nothing like that happened, who knows that everything will be so different.
Now that Jaeha is gone and Yoseob is in most likely mental health hospital, he, as the one who remains alive--nothing changed much from his life except losing his friend, will have to take the guilt forever.
We have to admit that only the main seme who act gentle toward the uke compred to the other 3 semes.
At least he is rarely hurt the uke physically.... but he hurt his feelings several times tho.
There are a lot of things I want to say... but seriously? Queen? Are you that stupid...?
Huh, did Yoohyun originally change how he call Yoojin? I mean in the newest chapter, he called him 'Yoojin' not 'Brother'
It'll be funny if the vampire doesn't get his revenge because the snow is pregnant with his baby.
And pretty sure the vampire has no relation with the death kids, I mean he knows what it feel to be left alone as a kid, idk I think he won't do anything related to kids.
Wtf you hate the robots but open your eyes, your damn lover is the culprit!
"I killed the human him, he is now a robot. I got my revenge already."
What kind of logic it that?? You are worse than your subordinate, you date the criminal, the main culprit, the killer of you teammates!
And now you want to make him get fired so he won't be a danger towards your fucking lover?? Are you insane??
100% sure his original bestfriend is in love with him as well.
Actually I'm not gonna surprise if his bestfriend is the one who write the novel though!
Huh-- I felt like I already read until something big happened...? Or is it because I read the raws so it feels that way...?
"If one day I do something out of line...."
Dear Sir, let me tell you something.
You already did. He doesn't leave you. You are going to be so ashamed knowing who your dear disciple 'have fun' with.
I get that the bete became weaker due to past event, but seriously at least be mentally strong and reject the alpha as harsh as you can! Show him that you can't be controlled, even if you have to threaten him using your own life!
And fck I want to beat the alpha so much. Getting obsessed to the beta but instead of choosing safer path, he chose the extreme one. "Closer bond", my ass. You are just asking the beta to get closer with his own death! You took his weapon for your damn selfish desire. Hope you get your karma asap, even if it mean something bad happen to the beta but if it's because of what you did, that'll slap you right on your damn cheek
Yooooo I'll definitely blushing so hard and get nervous if my favorite artist do that to meeee
I just hope the seme knows the truth behind the mc's behavior. Give our mc his rest already. And damn I want to slap seme's cousin and that black haired guy.
Btw guys, FYI the mc isn't dumb, okay?
He's thirsty with love. Imagine since young you saw bad people coming to your house, left behind with debts, he has his mother but he only sent money because of his status as her son, not because he loves her. To his aunt's as well, imagine you tried your best to make them happy (let's be real, the aunt wasn't rich either, so it must be a hard decision to accept the mc to her family), only to know that they are tired of you being there, and you failed going to university. The guilt is pressuring him. The debt is pressuring him. The arrogant group members are pressuring him. Everythinh is basically a pressure for him.
No one has ever tried to understand him and his feelings. He's tired, but he needs money. He's desperate to live.
And if you still can't accept of what he did to his family, FYI again, in real life, so many families are like his. No matter what, you still have to give your parents money to live or they will judge you as ungrateful child. So actually, the mc acting like this is totally normal. Yes it's annoying as hell to see him sending money to his shameless family but you can't deny this as something impossible to happen.
As someone who now have leg problems due to falling from stairs several times, somehow I can feel sungha's feelings because yeah, I'd really feel guilty and keep blaming myself for making someone suffers.
Both of them knows very well that there's no way their relationship can be called as 'friends'. But you know, for now it's actually the best decision for them to stay that way, because the seme first of all has to overcome his trauma and deal with his past 'guilt'.
Yes, the seme can give his full care towards the younger guy but can't fully give his love due to his trauma. So I hope the younger guy can help him for that.
I won't talk about that boy is still young because his condition can happen to anyone no matter how old they are.
1. This boy has bad experiences and traumas. He need to go to professional therapy and get help. Many things can trigger his trauma and made him impulsively doing something to overcome his fear, that's dangerous. Also, this boy knows very well what he lacks of, so a little wrong direction may cause him to take extreme choice as well.
2. Older lover? No prob. But only trying to understand your emotionally unstable, giving him safe words but actually never tried to help him to get better by taking him to professionals is the wrong step.
If they keep going with the same flow, sooner or later the young boy will explode, blaming himself for everything and take extreme action. So.... yeah. I wonder what will happen in the next chapter.
Just my thought, since he's new with this whole sub/dom thing, his body might need more praise to adapt but sadly the commander is a busy person so he couldn't give much attention to that area atm.
That might be why the sub guy immediately has 'body problem' when he's separated from the commander.
Actually it'll be a little 'nice' if his brother said something first, but no, he immediately went to violence and said nothing!! That's actually felt worse.