Aine

He needs his own boy it seems......... jk.

Being guilty for unconsciously destroying someone's life is totally different with being guilty for being the only one happy.

Misuzu showed how afraid he was to get close with anyone due to what happened in the past until Kitahara finally smashed the tough wall he built.

But for Sanada, there will be a conflict in his heart. First of all, Sanada clearly doesn't wish Misuzu to be unhappy like how he was. The way he immediately felt guilty for blaming Misuzu shows it all. At the same time he will feel why didn't he get what Misuzu finally got (having friends/lovers, seeing this as happiness), but him getting into fight is like his own way to protect himself from getting hurt like how he did in the past. I think no one has tried to get himself out from his darkness yet, that's why he's desperate. He's trying to be kinder to Misuzu, especially after got warned by Kitahara. I mean, pretty sure he understood everything.

It's just... he can't help but being denial. Because he can't relate about that yet. So I think it's time for Misuzu to help Sanada this time. But hopefully they will stay as friends only, no more than that.

I usually take cold shower every morning since my house (or more like most of households in my country) since there's no heater and it's not cold enough to take a hot shower.

What does taking cold shower in the morning mean?