Woooww man! My face was like this when i saw Neon Genesis Evangelion's last episode for the first time too but i really liked it at least compared to that i have a smile on my face
This is totally relatable for me....i feel the same pressure all day and night with out relaxing at all and reading manga makes it a little bit bearable but..well it will go someday i believe
Come on man that was awesome, it was heart melting and god damn i fucking cried after cho 7 like a baby!