It really made me think with what she said at first chapter "Show me love is something not dirty" line and man... Kissing, holding hands, hugging, sex... They are all important to build and keep a relationship but can't you love someone with out touching?
I got the feeing that she was trying to prove to herself that love isn’t ‘dirty’, since she was traumatized by her mother’s story. Physical relationship was the only way for her.
Tbh i fell in love with uke! I wanna have my own too!(▰˘◡˘▰)