I was excited to find out there's an yaoi manga ab a mc who has severe case of contamination ocd, as I also struggle a bit with it, at the start the story was fine but as time went on I really grew to the just confused what the authors intentions were with the story, I don't think they wanted to accurately represent ocd and how debilitating it can be like yea sure we see how the mc struggles with touching things, how chapped his hands are from constantly cleaning them, but the whole bit with his backstory and the love interest threw me off , yea sure it was realased in 2013 so maybe the author just didn't had as much knowledge on ocd as for example now.. but it seems they wanted to do this story not for the sake of accurate representation.. if you decide to do a story ab a real life debilitating disorder you have to be knowledgeable about it
this is one of the stories where the characters shouldnt end up together unless they decide to work on themselfs period, they are both clearly mentally unwell not to mention Cirrus has been through such traumatic childhood it premanetly fucked him up, they both need to separator and work on getting healthy but even then I dont really see them being in a healthy fullfiling relationship bc of both of their personalities ( esp bc its seem like Cirrus has some sort of bpd and even thought the person with that disorder can be happy in a relationship and with medications its still extremly hard)
wow the mysogyny in the comments