that cover already told me its going to be a mess, whether on what will become of the story or on what will become of us readers lmao. Ji was a complete problematic. What he became due to the abuse he suffered in his childhood doesn't excuse him of the bad things he had done, which he was completely conscious of. But i have to be honest, I felt really sad when he cried ╥﹏╥ knowing fully well that he truly had genuine feelings for Chiwoo yet his mind wasn't just in a good place in the first story. His mind was sick but his heart wasn't. Yet his sick mind was stronger than his good heart that's why everything turned out the way it had. he did all the bad things he had done thinking it justified the feelings he felt. But he was too sick to bother about the consequences of his decisions. bad decisions over bad decisions. and once again, that cover isn't giving me good vibes at all. sigh.
this left my heart swelling with such a wonderful emotion. two severely broken people who had found strength in each other. two people who offered each other redemption. suffered, accepted, and took responsibility for their faults. this was really heartwarming. they were each other's second chances, each of them took it with yearning and love. they both deserve happiness, and each other. <3
SPECIAL GOD OF BETAS PLEASE DO YOUR UTMOST TO LET HEESOO BE AN EXCEPTION HUHUHUHUHUHU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE