I was about to read this but stopped myself when I saw the "tragedy" tag. I was contemplating whether I should read it or not but then decided to read the comments first. Based on what you guys said, I have made the decision to not read it. I just know that this BL is a masterpiece and a tear-jerker but I will not be hurting myself over 2D characters, the pain is not worth it. I'm already crying just looking at the comments. Sorry but I choose myself and I want to be happy. ╥﹏╥
for all those confused, this chapter was posted in the wrong order before but it has now been fixed. so you don't have to read backwards anymore.