i-my anxiety is related to people. i don't have very many problems with strangers, or talking to new people, I don't mind small talk at all and it is nice at work. but I have problems when people try to get really close to me. emotionally I put up walls and really panic. i feel like I'm always a second choice, and no one would really accept me. so ......
3rd grade I moved away from my school to a diffrent school couple years later and a girl that I used to go to school with follows me on Insta and I go through her page because she is the complete opposite of popular, pretty, talented, I figured out I liked her but I dont think I will ever get the chance to tell her my feelings
STOP WATCHING BL AS A GIRL