I dropped it after like 40+ chapters. I never liked Lou because it's literally painted that he only thought of Ray and Ray alone. Like Kile was a damn stepping stool and he even slept with him knowing he pictured his brother (Ew!!!). I wish this story pushed the sibling saving sibling more not using poor Kile and making him feel bad about something he didn't even understand. Also Lou literally disregarded Ray and put his brother in danger like if that was me I would never speak to him again. He knew how Kile meant to Ray and he said with his whole chest he do it again. F-off dude!
"I'm far from satisfied...I thought you said it was going to be a long night".
I can tell you right here was the turning point for me to start swooning over Matthew. That line had my ass in a daze, those green eyes! Boy!!! Lol
I am having a good time reading Under the Greenlight and enjoy the relationship being both main leads. It's not toxic (well for their relationship part at least) lol.
Also I have been reading a lot more power bottom manhwas/mangas and I am hear for it! I enjoy menxmen story lines because honestly as much as I enjoy original yaoi's most are very heteronormative and it's like aren't these two men sleeping together? Why is it always one way for the relationship to look? I'm not saying fem passing or fem styled men aren't "men" but when their always the bottom and also have "girl" style traits. Super emotional, clingy, shy, naive, etc...(which as a woman myself, I wish authors would stop that...not all women have these traits..maybe one or two but never all of these in one person all the damn time).
Anyway! I truly am enjoying the ride!ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
These two are damn mood! I wish I identify as Seo-An--the man the perfect balance of sexy and assertive without it crossing into toxic or controlling. I absolutely love his openness about sex with Woo-Won and lays it all on the table.
But as a person I absolutely identify with Woo-Won we even share the same MIBT traits. It's so hard to put yourself out there and trust in others when the world can barely slow down and give you a damn break. I feels like your sinking everytime you try to get close to the surface. I really hope this continues to be the same continuation of communication between them even with the obvious hiccups and issues arising in the future.ヾ(☆▽☆)
This story is not sad, I genuinely have no idea how anyone could think the author would be weird enough to destroy her own story with such a vague or bitter ending when again and again she "attempted" to kill both Joo and Doo...she had the perfect opportunity to do it when Pilwon had the gun or when they jumped over the ledge. That would be bad writing to me because after everything she put them through and for them to die after barely living freely would be pointless and destroy her entire arc for them. I truly know in my mind and heart she wrote that moment as a symbol of Dooshik saving Jooha from drowning like Jooha did for him in the beginning and Jooha gaining his memories back is a perfect moment to give Dooshik back the man he fell in love with after he waited patiently and lovingly.
Sure she could've or should've made another panel showing them resurfacing but it's her story and to me that kiss is beautiful goodbye to us and a welcome home to them.
Cue my eye rolling (￣へ￣). At this point I wonder if Kim Dan is written to act like a human anymore? The man is always crying buckets yet doesn't ever assert his boundaries then he's thinking of Jaekyung's healthy and needs before his own? Plus Heesung spitting BS about what Jae did was out of his feelings? Like does he realize that Jae could have just asserted himself and said no touchy or we fight without the gross display of Dan's...well everything. It's like the author has to pick the worst way for Jae to act Jealous.
This story is gonna rot my soul to the core T.T
Yo What the fuck ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ ain't no way this fucking pervert just causally sexually violated Kim Dan and exposes him without his consent to Heesung but he also full on calls him a fucking object. This is down right disturbing how much I'm ready to fucking punch a fictional character in the throat and have him arrested. Like why is the author writing such a insufferable man?! How are you suppose to want Kim Dan to end up with him? How are you suppose to forgive this? Listen I know I have read shit like killing stalking, but at least I knew what I was signing up for and the character is literally an unforgivable psychopath. This is supposed to be a "Normal" human being that with a couple of issues here and there. Jaekyung is literally a sadistic rapist with a beautiful face. This episode has to be the worse one yet, it made my skin crawl so much that I knew immediately what he was gonna do that it took me so much will power to actually read it.
At this point I am really reading this to just prove my own point that this author is gonna "redeem" him with so little thought to what he's done to Kim Dan.
I honestly just want to punch a hole in the wall everytime I see Jaekyung's face (╬￣皿￣)凸. Like why do writers/authors create such toxic men/seme's for no reason. Like Jae could be just the standard overly jealous or even slightly possessive and he would be already ten times better then this. He's already using a down on his luck man with zero options but to be his highly paid sex toy, why can't he at least act like a damn human being sometimes. Jesus I'm gonna get ulcers from reading this I can feel it #－.－)