YaoiLover April 6, 2018 7:45 am

Oh hell! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I'm about to rant! Don't read if you hate long essay like opinions.

Jesus Christ! I feel like pulling my hair from the roots for how much I want to punch something. Why is this story giving me headaches and anxiety?!

At first when I started this I thought it would push the boundary of acceptance and the hardships of being in love with someone of the the same sex. Then some cute fluffy bunny shit. But here I am over 50 chapters in and there is so many dumbass filler chapters or insane plot changes.

Why can't Siwon just sit down, take in a god damn deep breath and figure out for 'REAL' if he is even remotely ready for his relationship with Jinha to take off. Or even figure out if he wants to be with a man in the damn first place?

All this back and forth...

"I think I love him...No I don't...but I do...but I shouldn't...but I miss him...but it's wrong...but it's him...but...BUT BUT BUT!!!" Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

Boy if you don't just freaking figure it out already--damn!

It's not rock science. Either you can handle the hardship of loving a man in a conservative country with some possible set backs or you leave him. No if, ands, or buts about it.

Now...Xia Run...however you spell his damn name. This was by far the creepiest he's ever been. The actual pictures of him raping Siwon and holding him hostage was freaking weird.
Plus I have no idea what's his true self. If its the soft confession just now or the shit that's flowing through his or Jinhas heads.

Also, there is no way in hell Siwon shouldn't slap him the next update. If he doesn't; I will climb into the story like the k-drama 'W' and slap both of them. And then proceed to steal Jinha away.
#-.-)

    weirdo90 April 6, 2018 7:51 am

    The best comment ever so far (≧∀≦)

    Anonymous April 6, 2018 9:20 am

    Hahaha love the comment

    YaoiLover April 7, 2018 3:43 am
    The best comment ever so far (≧∀≦) weirdo90

    Lol thanks...I'm just a very frustrated girl right now. Please don't mind my craziness
    ( ̄∇ ̄")

    YaoiLover April 7, 2018 3:43 am
    Hahaha love the comment @Anonymous

    ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

YaoiLover March 19, 2018 5:52 am

One of the few relationships out of a lot of manga/manhwas I've read that is genuine. I see everyone wants Maya to be this perfect guy that doesn't lie and appreciate every ounce of Nemu but that wouldn't be an appealing story, would it?

I like things like this. Simple mistakes and arguments. They test the waters of the relationship, the do's and don't's but in the end love is stronger. Maya adores the ground Nemu walks on and Nemu is head over heels in love with Maya.

Nemu is too insecure and sensitive and that's fine when you're dating the sexiest guy from your high school. And Maya is an air head and temperament guy who is afraid of making his boyfriend worry. Two polar opposites will have many downfalls.

This is neither boy's fault so I don't see why Maya is the bad guy. In the first few chapters early on; I got it. He was a jerk and forced himself on Nemu. But he's learned and grown up a lot (not completely) but enough.

Anyway...I just feel like white lies are a relationship must because it just shows boys will be boys and things we don't like happens. No need to look for a new guy to make matters escalate into a very harsh break up guys. If this was a real couple--that could actually end the relationship for good. Trust me, I've seen it happen.

Guys lie to stop their boy/girlfriend from crying and freaking out over nothing. And boy/girlfriends cry and grow paranoid over everything.

Love makes your scared.
Can't wait for more!(▰˘◡˘▰)

    Anonymous March 19, 2018 8:48 am

    Disagree. If your partner keeps lying to you, you better get out of that relationship real quick. If you can’t trust your significant other not to lie/not to overreact, then that person is not the right partner for you. Life’s too short to stay in bad relationships.;)

    Picha 88 March 20, 2018 5:49 pm
    Disagree. If your partner keeps lying to you, you better get out of that relationship real quick. If you can’t trust your significant other not to lie/not to overreact, then that person is not the right partn... @Anonymous

    Agree

    Sam March 21, 2018 3:19 am
    Disagree. If your partner keeps lying to you, you better get out of that relationship real quick. If you can’t trust your significant other not to lie/not to overreact, then that person is not the right partn... @Anonymous

    Right!

    YaoiLover March 21, 2018 6:07 am
    Disagree. If your partner keeps lying to you, you better get out of that relationship real quick. If you can’t trust your significant other not to lie/not to overreact, then that person is not the right partn... @Anonymous

    I understand where your coming from. But that's if the lies are truly toxic and the partner lying is definitely causing their loved one harm (emotionally or physically) cheating, abuse, ignoring, etc...
    What Maya does is basically white lies of stupidity. He thinks lying to Nemu is better than facing his hurt or negative feelings. It's classic of everyone to hide things that they may think is nothing but their partners may think differently.
    That can cause arguments but does that mean it should be the ending of a possibly great relationship? This is all personal opinions of course and I think asking for a break up or serious distrust in Maya now is just pointless. I believe Nemu should stand up for himself and tell Maya to stop lying to protect his "feelings" and work from there. Isn't that the basics of a relationship? People shouldn't want a fantasy relationship where everything is perfectly laid out and everyone is open about everything.
    Life is too short; I agree. But It's not worth running away when things aren't going your way, then maybe staying out of a relationship is the best option for now and grow as an individual. Life is too short to give up on possibly the best thing that's helped you grow over the years.

    Eva Mark 06 March 21, 2018 9:33 am
    I understand where your coming from. But that's if the lies are truly toxic and the partner lying is definitely causing their loved one harm (emotionally or physically) cheating, abuse, ignoring, etc...What May... YaoiLover

    Yeah he is hiding it to avoid seeing Nemu getting hurt or nervous. The problem is that if he keeps doing that Nemu will not grow up and learn how to cope with situations

    Sulqui March 21, 2018 10:33 am
    I understand where your coming from. But that's if the lies are truly toxic and the partner lying is definitely causing their loved one harm (emotionally or physically) cheating, abuse, ignoring, etc...What May... YaoiLover

    I agree with this one. Maya did lie to protect Nemu. I know it's still wrong and Nemu still got hurt. But Maya surely did learn fron his mistake, that's why he promised to tell Nemu everything from now on. It's not like he always lie to him.

    YaoiLover March 24, 2018 5:49 am
    I agree with this one. Maya did lie to protect Nemu. I know it's still wrong and Nemu still got hurt. But Maya surely did learn fron his mistake, that's why he promised to tell Nemu everything from now on. It's... Sulqui

    Yeah this is what I was basically saying. If Maya was a constant liar and always hid every single thing from Nemu then I would be all for Nemu moving on. But Maya hasn't done anything in a little while deserve getting dumped for a failed white lie.

    YaoiLover March 24, 2018 5:54 am
    Yeah he is hiding it to avoid seeing Nemu getting hurt or nervous. The problem is that if he keeps doing that Nemu will not grow up and learn how to cope with situations Eva Mark 06

    But it's too soon to tell if he's gonna do it again, so the whole Nemu growing up thing isn't vaild yet. It's too soon to determine anything at this point; that's why I was confused by everyone jumping to conclusion that Maya was turning into pathological liar basically. He lied once to Nemu from what I recall lately and got caught. He felt bad and apologized. Not need to run off with another man. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Eva Mark 06 March 24, 2018 12:41 pm
    But it's too soon to tell if he's gonna do it again, so the whole Nemu growing up thing isn't vaild yet. It's too soon to determine anything at this point; that's why I was confused by everyone jumping to concl... YaoiLover

    No no i totally agree. I mean it's the first lie he said and everyone is already like "break up! He's toxic!" But it's never happened before and it's also a silly lie. Everyone lies sometimes to partners and friends so it's not something that big, also he didn't go cheat or anything

YaoiLover November 1, 2017 4:47 am

YASSSS! ヽ(`Д´)ノ
My prayers have been answered! And to think Joohoon was in on it (He's still evil as hell) but he earn a teeny tiny bonus point for fucking with Jiwook.

God I've been dying for someone to Jiwook the hell up lol. Thank god it was Woojinლ(´ڡ`ლ)

YaoiLover October 25, 2017 4:25 am

Oh come on! Stop talking and stop that Joohoon from raping your man.

And Jesus I love how this whole convo is so...calm and collected like shit isn't being weird...like Taemin isn't about to raped, Jiwook didn't plan his "brothers" rape AGAIN, Joohoon isn't just being a serial rapist AGAIN, and Woojin isn't just talking likes a sunday brunch. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

They do realizes what's going on right? Also Jiwook is so blindly stupid my eyes are beginning to bleed from his constant whinning...like god--boy grow a pair balls. Damn shame you did all that to Siwon just for an ego boost. That's some sick shit right there. (︶︿︶)=凸 he makes me want to vomit. I can't imagining having an inferior complex but even if I did...can't he run away like a normal teenager? Rebel and get tattoos? So stupid basic ass shit lol
Nope he gotta have his brother raped for his own enjoyment...twisted I tell you...

YaoiLover October 18, 2017 2:55 am

Uhhh...Boy better back up! Head butt his ass Taemin! Please! Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

I really hope that Woojin got something up his sleeves. Now I'm not gonna be a candies and rainbows and say they can get out of this unscratched but it's possible to at least avoid Jiwooks plan. Johoon is the harder one of the two though. He has no feelings toward anything...this is really a game to him. So the harder it is the better the fun.
I think they need a strategy for that asshole. #-.-)

Now with some hope my babies need this win to go home and get those feelings out there ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
Jiwook...man he can suck a dick...since he hoped on Johoon's dick to feel "big and bad" ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

YaoiLover October 12, 2017 5:20 am

Again with taking my babies time away from each other! Han Jiwook! (sweet jesus...HUNNIE! Get. A. Life!!!) It is not hard to find. A little effort; some pinch of humility, spice of charm, and TADA! A whole new life and it can be yours!

As for Johoon...Someone beat his smirk off his face already it's driving me insane. He's demanding, boring, and pompous prick with a HUGE ego to match.

I want my Woojin and Taemin lovin'
Σ(  ̄□ ̄||) is that so much to ask for???? Lol

    Anonymous October 12, 2017 11:35 am

    For Han Jiwook: add to that a truckload of heart-wrenching regret for traumatising and eventually killing his innocent bro, tbh.

    Anonymous October 12, 2017 12:38 pm

    Shocking enough, between the two assholes, I dislike Jiwook worse than Johoon. Johoon is a horrid guy, but Jiwook is the one who called him into their life to fuck up his poor brother's existence. Moreover, back-stories can sometimes save the shittiest of characters and make them at least a little likeable. We've yet to see what made Johoon so cruel and crazy, while we've already seen Jiwook's pathetic little sob-story, which, along with proving his actions were just pointlessly cruel and dramatic and all against the wrong person, also just showed how much of a scum through and through he is. JIWOOK. DESERVES. NO. REDEMPTION.

    Anonymous October 12, 2017 1:36 pm
    Shocking enough, between the two assholes, I dislike Jiwook worse than Johoon. Johoon is a horrid guy, but Jiwook is the one who called him into their life to fuck up his poor brother's existence. Moreover, bac... @Anonymous

    Joohoon was manipulated but there’s no excuse for what he has done. I think he was willing to help Woojin because he made a mistake and it’s his way to make amend as for Jiwook he’s so blind by his jealousy that someone has to tell him he killed his own brother

    Anonymous October 12, 2017 7:54 pm
    Shocking enough, between the two assholes, I dislike Jiwook worse than Johoon. Johoon is a horrid guy, but Jiwook is the one who called him into their life to fuck up his poor brother's existence. Moreover, bac... @Anonymous

    He didn't call him in to fuck up his brother's life...? I am really confused as to how you came to that conclusion...? Johoon is the one who manipulated Jiwook into HIS life. Because shit for brains Jiwook wanted to be better than his brother rather than actually targeting the right people for causing him to FEEL that way in the FIRST place, the ADULTS in his life. Johoon capitalized on that. Then when Jiwook got into Johoon's bad books he went with the flow and pushed his brother down into the bottomless pits of the abyss.

    Backstories don't make me any more sympathetic to the shittiest of characters. They actually either confirm my opinion of them or make them LESS likeable.

    It's for these reasons (and others) that I hate Johoon far worse than Jiwook and always will.

    Anonymous October 12, 2017 7:55 pm
    Joohoon was manipulated but there’s no excuse for what he has done. I think he was willing to help Woojin because he made a mistake and it’s his way to make amend as for Jiwook he’s so blind by his jealou... @Anonymous

    Johoon was not manipulated. It was the other way around. And it sounds like you just let slip a spoiler...?

    Anonymous October 13, 2017 4:55 am
    He didn't call him in to fuck up his brother's life...? I am really confused as to how you came to that conclusion...? Johoon is the one who manipulated Jiwook into HIS life. Because shit for brains Jiwook w... @Anonymous

    Excuse me?! Honey, I never mentioned that Johoon was manipulated by Jiwook. I clearly said that the only reason Johoon ever came into Han Siwon's life was because of his trashy brother Jiwook. In simpler terms, I said that Johoon would have had nothing to do with Siwon, much less hurting him and raping him, had that shitty Jiwook not approached him to do so first. If not for Jiwook, Johoon would have nothing to do with Han Siwon.

    YaoiLover October 13, 2017 5:38 am
    Shocking enough, between the two assholes, I dislike Jiwook worse than Johoon. Johoon is a horrid guy, but Jiwook is the one who called him into their life to fuck up his poor brother's existence. Moreover, bac... @Anonymous

    I definitely agree with you honey. I usually leave some room in my heart for redemption but honestly Han Jiwook can kiss his brothers ass for all I care and I'll probably still never like him. I mean there will never be an excuse big enough to have you sibling mutilated and scarred then they attempt to kill themselves and you STILL act like a massive dick. Nope...his ass whoopin is long over due in my book (︶︿︶)=凸

    YaoiLover October 13, 2017 5:47 am

    I agree with all of 100% both men are indeed evil no poiny in trying to say who's more wrong than the other. Both Johoon amd Han Jiwook can fall off a cliff at the end of this story and I will not shed a tear. I agree with the back story analogy. Either it saves their character from being a total dick and maybe even soften my heart a little or completely validate my opinions. And Han Jiwooks backstory set my opinion of him into action. He is no longer a redeemable character to me. But Johoon has a small opening (VERY SMALL) of being slightly liked, though I honestly doubt his character was ever created except to be purely one tracked.
    Who knows ( ̄へ ̄)
    Let's pray for a beautiful light at the end of this depressing tunnel called Woojin. Let him come in for the big kill and swoop Taemin of his feet ヾ(☆▽☆) and kick both Jiwook/Johoon asses to feed my bitterness ( ̄∇ ̄")

    Anonymous October 14, 2017 6:47 am
    He didn't call him in to fuck up his brother's life...? I am really confused as to how you came to that conclusion...? Johoon is the one who manipulated Jiwook into HIS life. Because shit for brains Jiwook w... @Anonymous

    Um, yeah, Jiwook did put Siwon in Joohoon's path deliberately to have him destroyed. Latest chapters. Jiwook was the one who brought Joohoon into Siwon's life. He also distributed the rape videos to get the meanest bullies at school to view him as a cum dump and rape him over and over. I think Joohoon is a horrible person, but based on the actions we've seen, Jiwook is worse. Stabbing your own kin is more evil than stabbing strangers or acquaintances. Jiwook is a manipulative little shit, so he never directly got his hands dirty, but he is just as guilty as all the rapists.

    It's seriously nuts that people keep saying Jiwook isn't that bad, or he's not as bad as Joohoon. He prided himself in making his brother known as the resident cum dump. Those were his words. How in the actual fuck is anyone not repulsed to no end by that? Joohoon is a lowlife, but Siwon wasn't his brother. Jiwook did all of this to his brother. A brother who loved him so much. A brother who couldn't read minds, but who would do anything for him.

    His fucking sob story means nothing.

YaoiLover October 5, 2017 5:20 am

(╯°Д °)╯╧╧ my emotions are sky high. I feel sick and twisted all while wanting to read more.
That public rape/sex scene really proved to me that Bum really has Stockholm Syndrome and I feel like it is only progressing worse by the seasons; he'll do anything for Sangeoo at this rate. I did see in comments how some people felt the anticipation for more lacked some luster this season, but I personally am enjoying what we have here. Not many stories out with this kind of twisted shit.

That ending scene is probably the most complex part for me. When Bum said he liked Sangwoo repeatedly--that weird flashed showed up again in Sangwoo's eyes. Just like in season 1 after he thought Bum got away; god I hope that means something and I'm not looking too deep.

My only real complaint if anything is officer seungbae; to me he is/was the biggest moron I have ever seen. As a police officer your job is to be quick and professional. I get it; women and men are dying left and right and your positive you have your killer but going around yelling at your best witness (Yoon Bum) and beating the shit out of the suspect (Sangwoo--which he so rightfully deserves) is just fucking stupid. Seungbae job is to act like nothing can phase him but the fact he wears his anger/emotions on his sleeve is the worst trait a cop could have.
He may as well kiss his career goodbye and he could now end up blaming himself if more people die next season because how rash he acted. He just ruined his best chance of catching Sangwoo (legally).

This doesn't stop him from doing more later to catch sangwoo but I don't know how that will play out. Also now that Sangwoo also knows him; I doubt he's gonna be lazy anymore about hiding his targets. And he still has Bum under his spell.
Can't wait for Season 3! Yay! More death and fucked up twisted obessive love to come ( ̄∇ ̄")...I need to go to church now lol

YaoiLover September 19, 2017 7:36 am

First thing first...SHINee!!! ヾ(☆▽☆)
Okay I'm done with that lol

Secondly...what the hell man!! Xuan Run--I think I'm right...man he is possessive. I couldn't imagine thinking I finally found someone to fill in a void in my life only to find out I was being used this entire time. And 3 years is a long damn time. I would be devastated. First his mom beats him, kills herself, he's sees her body, taken by a father that can't stand his existence, then makes a friend in foreign country; only for them to use him.
I would have lost my mind if I was Kang Jun...that's is crazy how much he went through. Makes me pity him more now than ever.
Because before I thought he was a little rough around the edges with Siwon but now I understand why he was so cold to him at times. He couldn't trust him with his background of a let downs and heart aches. Siwon being naive at times really didn't help his situation either.

Anyway...really love this story. Beautiful art and crazy character ploys which keeps me excited. Though I really am over do for some of my SiJun/Jinwon Ship sailing to take place(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

YaoiLover September 19, 2017 7:02 am

Been reading this for a while and I think this is my first real comment. I really enjoy the aspect of Kouhei and Taichi's relationship. Yes, it can be a drag but also eye opening.
Relationships are not as basic as people think. People get offended that Taichi is dense, but when are people ever not dense or naive? Especially (sorry if I offend some people) young men. He's young and one track minded, so I'm not shocked he misses Kouhei's signals. Most people would; everyone has to stop looking at this as third persons and see this as if it were you. I am a young female and I know if I kept my feelings hidden 95% of the time and threw signals here and there my significant other would surely miss it.
Not because he's is selfish or too stupid but he's human.
Verbal and physical communication is what I'm saying. Now yes I did love Kouhei's "I love you" it was raw and upfront but I think Taichi himself needs to open up too and get comfortable with his love life more. I just need more from both parties. Taichi to wake up and realize his love is actually normal for Kouhei and Kouhei to stop doubting everything because something makes him jealous or sad.

    bchan October 5, 2017 6:29 am

    But didn't taichi already tell kouhei that he loves him? I don't know how much verbal can he get with that. It's not taichi's fault that kouhei lacks self-confidence (in which kouhei admitted multiple times). There is only so much taichi can do if kouhei lacks self-confidence.

    YaoiLover October 6, 2017 6:58 am
    But didn't taichi already tell kouhei that he loves him? I don't know how much verbal can he get with that. It's not taichi's fault that kouhei lacks self-confidence (in which kouhei admitted multiple times). ... bchan

    I agree fully..Taichi did admit his love but then it makes it weird to Kouhei that even though the man you love said he loves him; he doesn't physically act upon it more. It's like a reassurance to Kouhei that Taichi is fully commited to this and it's not a joke or phase. But of course I'm not saying Taichi is to blame nor Kouhei. Like I mentioned both men really need to learn to communicate if they want to last in the long run. Taichi is nowhere near to blame for Kouhei's self doubting and barely opening up. I wish Kouhei would stop stepping on his own toes and realize Taichi does love him; he just shows it in a more shy way then himself ( Taichi's love just isn't as in your face). It's catch 22 basically to me at least.

    bchan October 7, 2017 1:11 pm

    True. Hopefully with time taichi will be able to say it more firmly like kouhei. :)

    YaoiLover October 8, 2017 4:13 am
    True. Hopefully with time taichi will be able to say it more firmly like kouhei. :) bchan

    ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~ couldn't agree more!

YaoiLover September 12, 2017 5:26 am

I swear Sangwoo is so damn believable that I fucking bought into his frantic actions for second when Bum was dragged into the police station. Those worried eyes and shouts.
Also...damn these cops are the dumbest group of men I've ever seen before. First causing harm to a potential victim (possibly traumatizing them) then becoming harsh and/or aggressive to get Yoonbum to listen to them.
I get it; I want Sangwoo on death row too (half of me doesn't ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍) lol
But they can't terrorize a obvious submissive person like Bum. He'll just bottle up and retreat to his "Safe zone" Stockholm Syndrome with Sangwoo.
How can't they see that by his constant looking to Sangwoo and consistently letting the man speak on his behalf.
Also; Grammy goes to Sangwoo...what a great cover up for getting some of the heat off of him. Officer Yang really does come off intense and if I didn't know him I would definitely believe he was harrassing Sangwoo and Bum.
Really can't wait for the next update!! ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

    sam_my September 12, 2017 5:35 am

    I know half of me doesn't want sangwoo to go to jail, I want them both to get help and I want them both to live a happy life, yes he's a psychopath but his childhood made him that way. I always feel sympathy for the villain, I may seem like an idiot, but ughhhh I can't explain this shit

    YaoiLover September 12, 2017 5:40 am
    I know half of me doesn't want sangwoo to go to jail, I want them both to get help and I want them both to live a happy life, yes he's a psychopath but his childhood made him that way. I always feel sympathy fo... sam_my

    At least I'm not the only person that feels like I'm losing my humanity to this damn character. See it's men like Sangwoo that gets people to do fucked up shit in real life. His passed is so pathetic you feel empathy for him. Even though he chops up people for living. What has Killing, Stalking done to us??? (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ lol

    sam_my September 12, 2017 5:46 am
    At least I'm not the only person that feels like I'm losing my humanity to this damn character. See it's men like Sangwoo that gets people to do fucked up shit in real life. His passed is so pathetic you feel e... YaoiLover

    lmaooo fr, it's just aghdgshdjbsnssks ╥﹏╥
    I hate him for making bum suffer more than he already has, but he has suffered to so I feel pity for him.

    liz September 12, 2017 3:54 pm

    I wasn't surprised by Sangwoo's 'performance,' however, impressed. He is a like a Chameleon, perfectly molding himself to appear charming, and not psychotic. I was laughing like an idiot when Bum was like, we are... dating? (⊙…⊙ ) and I was like, I feel ya Bum. STOP confusing Bummie, Sangwoo, he is already quite brokenヽ(`Д´)ノ

    YaoiLover September 13, 2017 5:52 am
    I wasn't surprised by Sangwoo's 'performance,' however, impressed. He is a like a Chameleon, perfectly molding himself to appear charming, and not psychotic. I was laughing like an idiot when Bum was like, we a... liz

    Seriously...such an impressive character (Sangwoo) and I really hope the author does justice to his ending whatever that will be. And I do feel for Bum...the damn boy was eating up everything Sangwoo said. It made me want to shake Bum until his commonsense comes back, yet I don't know if he had much to begin with ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

    YaoiLover September 13, 2017 5:55 am
    lmaooo fr, it's just aghdgshdjbsnssks ╥﹏╥I hate him for making bum suffer more than he already has, but he has suffered to so I feel pity for him. sam_my

    Exactly!! He makes me so mad that I actually pity him! I should feel more pity for his victims, yet everytime Officer Yang gets some clues. My inner demon is like "don't catch him" then my angel is like "arrest him!" Lol I'm insane Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)

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