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In a way I guess it was because originally the aunt hated him because of the incident but also because he felt no emotion after “killing his mom” (he started not feeling anything after a flower pot hit his head which was also why he tried hitting himself again when he started remembering about the trauma). The aunt thought he didn’t feel bad and actually felt accomplished that things had gone the way he wanted but it was because he could feel anything. So when he went to go visit his moms shrine, he heard his aunt and family blaming him for all of it and he couldn’t take it anymore and he confessed his feelings for the first time. Ig the resolution was him finally admitting his feelings and expressing the trauma he had to go through so it made his family realize what they’ve done to him since they hated him so much.

https://zhanxixis.t u m b l r.com/19daystimeline

Hope it will helps u about the timeline! It can be a bit long but u can skip some part if u want

arigato

Yes I think they're in middle school during these chapters. The first episodes are of them in Uni and Jian Yi returns. https://zhanxixis.tumblr.com/19daystimeline here is a timeline thing that this person on tumblr made :D

thank you sm it makes sm more sense now

I didn’t mean to upvote on this. There’s bl with consent. I personally had been enjoying the first couple and was somewhat interested in the second one, but this chapter definitely caused me to lose interest in Martin’s character. It’s really unfortunate to see the people justifying how things played out in the comments.

he literally consented y’all are so weird, martin is amongst one of the more gentle semes. i’m really confused as to how this is non consensual sex. nothing about this says “r@pe”.

I don’t see how some of us feeling uncomfortable with how this played out makes us weird... He had consented in the beginning, but later the parts of him saying no and stop and that being ignore this what had people feeling the way we do. I wouldn’t say he’s one of the gentle semes (but there are characters that are worse for sure).

To clarify I meant to write “he’s not one of the most”.

Also I was frustrated with some of the comments saying things that bothered me much more than your post (the types of things people say when victim blaming actual people) when I had accidentally upvoted your comment. I was just trying to scroll past, but went back and read your comment and my frustrations with the things I had been seeing boiled over. So I’m sorry for taking that out on you.

I had went back over the chapter and I want to correct my misquote in my earlier comment. He had thought “no”, but didn’t say “stop” like I said. Andy had said to be “more gentle” and Martin said “I don’t wanna”. I feel a bit differently after the re-read of chapter 38 and wanted to clarify that. Sorry for this long winded reply.

I understand where you’re coming from. I stand by my comments but i can see how this would be somewhat controversial.

AH I DISLIKED AGAINΣ( ￣□￣||)!!i sorry lol i always do that on accident but 100% agree lol ┗( T﹏T )┛

no worries lol