beta
Riftan is what everybody says (i agree with them). Dismissive and overprotective. He’s not letting Maxi grow out of her comfort zone thinking she’s too weak. He’s keeping her stagnant. Then Maxi… i get that she came from a family that doesn’t value her in general her whole life before coming to Anatol. She came to Anatol being judged by other knights and i cant remember maybe some servants? But i don’t recall that. Anyway, it’s been a while now for her. She keeps going to this negative headspace, sulks, then convinces herself that she can do stuff but doesn’t push through with it. She’s also not being honest to others about her weakness, even to Riftan. Pretending to be this noble girl who experience all noble stuff when she didn’t. I know that she’s really trying but it’s not enough if she wants change. She can’t sulk and cry to herself all the time when things don’t go her way. I am still really hoping she’ll be someone who is honest, self-aware and self-sufficient. The current Maxi and Riftan are just too toxic for me. I hope thew grow out from it. If i’m an asshole for thinking this, then it’s okay. Truth hurts.