
The actual fuck....what is this. First of all what the heck is wrong with that seme he obviously loved but what is his excuse for sleeping with other girls i really hoped there would be one so that i would maybe just maybeee sympathise with him but what the hell. Ume is cute and all but dude come on , have some pride do u not have any respect for yourself . AND WHY THE FUCK DID HE GET SOFT ALL OF A SUDDEN I DONT GET IT!

At first i was lime i love the photographer guy maybe they should be together, but he is so sketchy and honestly i feel like he is not sincere sometimes he just gives off this unsettling vibe. When it comes to the actor guy ( cant with the names) , it s true that they're supposed to be brothers but honestly i feel much more chemistry between the too and now reading this last chapiter there history goes way back and that gives much more meaning. I dont that s just how i feel. The red hair looks like he truly likes haesoo , but they're toxic that s for sure . Haesoo on the other hand is a complicated character i dont get him sometimes he really does piss me off but well they're all weird in some way

I liked evrything about this but the second story touched me deeply. It s cruel and sad but this happens in our real world. Evryday alot of people are going through pain while we sit in our comfortable beds and that kills me because i know that even if i tried i cannot change that , the world is a monster just because we can't see it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. I really feel for nobu and how he said that the nobu they knew is not there anymore because how can he not disappear when facing such cruelty , to survive. I bet he waited to be saved , hoped for his beloved friends to get him out of there evryday and evry second until that flame of hope disappeared, until he realized that he couldn't be saved by anyone anymore and that he had to do it himself.
Stockholm syndrome much , i ve read this before and i hated it in the beginning but came to accept it as chapters were going , but now rereading this it s just so fucked up , he fucking raped him several times and yes the uke says he loves him but no that s not love people tend ehen
People tend , when faced with horrible and scary situations they cannot deal with to try and make it seem acceptqble and try adapting to it so that they wont suffer from it and that s exactly what is happening . Plz dont romanticise and normalise this cause this is fucked up . And to that seme you can take that shitty half assed apology to your rappy ass you peace of shit