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I’m crying while I’m laughing in self-pity and absolute emptiness. Are these tears of countless years of detachment to my soul and the loss of any sheer motivation of life other than physical need to sustain my deteriorating human flesh suit
ANYWAy, good shit
Nothing is good and anymore I really wanna die but we’re ok :))))))))))))
it’s fine
FINE
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For the people who are upset by the few rape scenes that are prevalent in this story, please be advised that this is a part of the story and that it’s intent is to show the development of a character. It is not romanticized, nor is properly shown with the full consequence as it should, however, the characters do get better and the couple are learning to deal with their flaws and issues. (I won’t spoil the plot) This story does revolve around the relationship of Nao and Taichi, and their falling-out was emphasized as an unhealthy and often one-sided relationship. If you can’t deal with the rape and feel the need to stop reading that is perfectly ok. Do not antagonize the story for it’s implication or portrayal of how the couple goes through their flaws. If you don’t like it, that’s once again, perfectly fine. I agree, that this isn’t done flawlessly and that there are many writing flaws in the attempt. This is completed now and there is nothing any of you can say that can change the story as it is. Please try to enjoy the story the way it is. If you can’t, then go away and keep your opinions respectively to yourself and do not lash it out to others. Criticism of the work is always good for looking at things differently so feel free to do so. Do not be petty, have a nice day, and live your best life :)
(I’m not trying to imply that criticisms of the work are not valid, I’m simply saying that basing them off of one part of the story taken out of it’s context only because of what it is, is wrong. If you grew biased against the work purely because of the presence of a serious matter or topic without being able to understand it’s purpose within the story, you are not judging the manga fairly. Varied works use different elements that take place in real life. Please do try to cooperate.)
**DISCLAIMER** I am not justifying the rape that occurs, I do not and have never supported rape, this is a request and informing opinion of mine. You shouldn’t ignore the rape, or forget about it, but try and comprehend how it’s used
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At first when I was reading the beginning chapters, I was afraid it’d be a cold (not in a bad way) and sad sex story and would just be painful, but it became very warm and adorable and I’m super glad daddy Kang and yiyoung were able to replace their old fling with a more fulfilling and affectionate night!
I adore this manhwa so much..is this love? ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Also I’m in love with yiyoung’s character. He’s a very well-rounded person and he’s not super weak or annoying. Super empathetic and must-protecc material! I swear to god daddy kang better not hurt my gOdDaMN cinnAmon RoLL
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I finished Banana Fish not too long ago and now this?!
Fuckkkkk bro (/TДT)/
I keep crying and my eyebags are getting drier than the damn sahara
I mention Banana Fish, because while Banana Fish is more sadder and less (wayyy less) fluffier than RS, I find the stuff with the drugs in both stories play a very interesting role that are similar but very different ‘n well done in their own respective ways. (I would like to compare more but I dont wanna spoil it for anyone) Anyway, wholesome and genuine stories across the board! ╥﹏╥
My eyes are going to be suspiciously puffy tmrw...
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seungho is such a hoe for sum bootyhole
He must be legit inhaling viagra I swear to god
**WARNING: OPINION ALERT**
Also Idm which way the story goes, i.e: whether the Porn Artist bruv and ”Mr.Satyromaniac” get together or not.
I do agree, that the story should continue clearly showing that rape is disgusting and traumatic, but if author-sensei decides to pull out the “Backstory-Card” I’d be here for it. While redemption arcs are too abundant in victim x rapist genre of stories, it’s always interesting how the authors (key word “try”) “try” (successfully or terribly done) to justify their character’s actions and such. Either way, it’s bound to entertain.
In the end I’d just like the characters to find some kind of happiness or resolution. If (I’m too lazy to remember Korean character names, too complex for my smol brein) Mr.Satyromaniac and Porn Artist dude end up together, I want their relationship to at least be relatively healthy. That’s about the only condition I have for if they end up together. While you could go on to say that people don’t easily overcome their trauma with rape and their rapists and end up in relationships with them, it’s all very different to each individual, I don’t wanna be out here acting like a character is real and all but if you’re tryna apply REAL psychology to a character then understand, as long as that character or person willingly and consciously decides they are ok and happy with something or someone, (and they actually are not just lying to themselves) then they should be respectively acknowledged as such. So if Porn artist bro forgives and decides that being with satyromaniac makes him happy, then let the character be.
I hope the author doesn’t sugar-coat the bad experiences but lets Porn artist bruv move on, accept, and overcome ‘em.
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Goddamnit I knew from ch.3 that this shit wasn’t gun be the fluff I wanted. I stayed for curiosity’s sake and because of the lovely art, but holy shit, I’ve got mixed feelings,
I still don’t think that the baker dude and artist bruv/mc are in a good relationship. Like they seriously meed therapy (or counseling) before they even start “loving” each other.
Memes I thought about while reading:
Every single character, *exists*
Therapy: aM i a jOkE tO yOu?
*Looks at cover*
*looks at the ominous coloring*
iT’s a TrAp
Author-sensei: Oh yeah did you know baker dude has a hair fetish?
miii: tHe...fUcKiNg, WHAT?
Mc: I don’t like baker dude...no i dOnT liKe miSs hiM aT aLL
WHY THE FUCK YOU LYINNN’ WHY YOU ALWAYSSS LYIN’ OH OMI FU- GOD STOP FUCKIN: LYINNNNNG
No seriously, author-sensei said she wanted mc to end up happy but the whole damn time I was like sending vibes n’ prayers (issa me, a jOkE i’m not religous) to the poor dude cuz of all the hell he been thru, like damn man
All’s well that ends well
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well in the beginning it seemed like the baker liked him because he looked identical to his last lover but in the end he loved him for who he was etc etc and everyone finds a lover in the end!! which is why I loved this series so much about how everyone had a happy ending.. welp :/ idk about snake eyes and the lab rat but I’m sure they worked it out in the end
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I know he falls in love with Sun Hwa for who he is in the end, but my issue is that we didn't see enough of their day to day life before all the drama, so we don't actually see/feel when he starts falling in love. The flashbacks cut through all that, and when we're suddenly back in the present, Sun Hwa finds out about You Jin / they break up.
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So I know people are now realizing that this is going to be a serious manga not just about the club. I wanna say, I’m glad that it’s becoming what I hoped it to be! If you look at all the characters in the club, it’s actually really sad. They all have different and personal reason for being and doing what they do in the club. They are all sort of missing out on what a proper relationship is sort of like. Sure they have lots of sex, but in the same way sex is connected to feelings of bonding n love, love is also connected to sex. I really want the author to make the story have the characters grow out and leave the club. Each one of them learning more about things with love (Idrm if a few of the characters stay single and dont get a happy ending or whatever I just don’t want them to so freely ooen their bodies :( ). I think rn what sets apart toono and kashima from the rest of the club, is that they’re experiencing a sort of pure love even with the presence of sex and the world of skinship always around them in the club. Maybe I’m thinking into it too much, but I pray that ogeretsu sensei gives them a lot of love and baggage for us to enjoy lols
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Dear lord, please bear with my bad grammar I’m only capable of using my brain for shortened periods of time, longer durations cause in more loss of my few brain cells. That’s why If I come across as being absolutely stupid, it’s likely because I most certainly am.
*ooen = open
*personal reason(s)
And any other typos...
Side note: I’m really making my english teachers cry knowing my level of inability in forming simple sentences
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Omg I feel you, all the characters have so much potential and I’d love to see each of their stories. I mean it’s got to be very straining when your partner and you are having sex with other people who you don’t really know. But I guess they wouldn’t understand it’s not very healthy seeing as they ironically don’t have experience with normal relationships it seems.
Even then, I don’t think you really obtain love when you chase it, it’s something that comes to you
Im hoping Toōno and Kashima sort of help them turn a new leaf somehow (i.e, realizing they wanna change) it’d be nice if the pres. and (wutever his name was) became more closer or did things really other than sex. Ogeretsu-sensei left behind one hell of a foundation for this series. It’s very subtle tho.
-opressed black hair boi masochist who’s now lookin for luv (after a resolved internal + personal conflict) (forgot his name :p)
-unfulfilling relationship with the pres and that tall dood (dude) (pretty sure tall dood was getting worried about his relationship somewhere in the series)
-really odd pink hair boi (who is actually super smart?) getting attached to jimmy (idk during their (mostly sexual)interactions, pink hair slut boi acts very genuine)
-tsundere misunderstood loyal blu hair boi who’s in love w/ yachan’s nice persona and wants to cherish and mess him up
Ofc these r all simplified explanations but yeh, the yarichin future looks juicy.
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I think Tamura x Yacchan is a toxic ship. Bullying someone because you like them isn't cute or romantic. He talks about wanting to rape him, he violates his privacy, and he bullies him. That's not romantic. The tall blondie feels uncomfortable telling Akemi about his score but Akemi doesn't seem to care about it. Akemi thinks it's okay to have sex with other men but tall blondie knows it's not but I bet he acts like he doesn't care. It's a toxic relationship, poor tall blondie.. tall blondie is dated a player...
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So maybe I skipped something while binge reading (mostly during the middle of the night everyday), (for about 3 days straight I have no life ok? Skscjdkdj) But I don’t understand the relationship between the blonde sadist, weird, body guard dude and Gyoon
Can anyone briefly explain? Thx anyway
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Blond guy is a secretary for gyoons mom. He is a masochist with a thing for her face. Since gyoon looks just like her he asked him to mistreat him and in return he gave gyoon info on byul's activities. This all went down before soowha and yohan overcame byul ages ago. Since gyoon no longer needed to worry about byul, he wanted to end the fantasy play with the secretary.
I know he’s just oblivious but it’s honestly super annoying and I just really hate him. This is all my opinion so feel free to disagree (be civil tho)
1. Sometimes he’s just a big douche
Like I’m sorry, you aSsUmEd wROnG. I know it’s hard to accept the fact that your self-righteousness hurt a person but it’s the truth bitch. Acting like he knew what was good for someone else and thinking that he “did the right thing”. Smh it sounds like lazy writing. I know he did it with good intentions but it shouldn’t make it any more ok that he just up and got a girlfriend. Even if he truly thought it was the right thing to do, normally people (regardless of the orientation of their partner and relationship) would feel somewhat guilty for getting a new partner. Being gay doesn’t fucking change that. Both genders have feelings. The only difference is in their biology. Is it that hard to comprehend???
I know that they weren’t officially dating but they both liked each other so for Tsuda to be able to get a girlfriend and feel no remorse? Was he that delusional that he thought he was doing god’s work or some shit??
2.inconsiderate. He not only deludes himself with his own self-righteousness, he doesn’t have the decency to even talk to Nakano. He decided it all by himself and didn’t figure to explain why he got a girlfriend? He said he knew that Nakano would be angered by it but didn’t think talking about it was a good idea?
3. Makes excuses. He kept trying to justify the shitty things that he did because “it’s harder for guys” and “it’s confusing”. Yes, in some ways being gay in Japan isn’t the easiest thing.
But saying that it was natural that he didn’t understand is really pushing it. Like ok. Let’s say a guy and a girl really like each other. Their first time having sex was a bit rough. Now the guy thinks that he was doing a disservice to the girl? And then he goes and finds another girl? He couldn’t have been bothered to take it slow or research about how to have proper sex. He just decides it’s better to leave for their sake because the sex was a bit rough (obviously cuz you just shoved your penis in without coNsiDeRaTiOn) so what’s the real difference to this straight version of the story? I love Natsume Isaku sensei’s works so imagine my disappointment when I read about this shitty and under-developed seme that constantly annoys the living hell out of me and doesn’t have a shred of common sense or self-awareness. NATSUME SENSEI, AT LEAST CREATE A BETTER MISUNDERSTANDING FOR THE PROTAGS THAT MAKE SOME FUCKING SENSE. This whole story just had a lot of plot holes and things that rubbed me the wrong way. Maybe I’m being ignorant and immature but I absolutely hate Tsuda (and the way vol. 1 was written) with a burning ass passion! I’d love replies and other input so if you disagree or agree please do respond!