saying ahead of time, not hating here, just thinking rationally.
I don't like how seowoo is making jaewoo lie for him. its not going to end well for either of them, and i feel awful cause seowoo is a sweet character but it's not going to end well for him. also the fact that he calls raon "ohn", by his pseudonym, makes me feel like he's in love with the fantasy that he's created of raon. also, the fact that seowoo didn't see how raon was in distress in the pool, only saw him "sparkling" concerns me. it's seems like he doesn't see him as "him", more as his pretty, brave, confident persona of "ohn", and it makes me sad because I like seowoo, he's such a sweet character, but i feel it in my bones it ain't gonna end well, for either.
i also think jaewoo is gonna stop being an asshole, and lowkey feel like raon is going to fall for jaewoo, not seowoo. he only got flutters really around jaewoo when he was pretending to be seowoo, and only lingered on seowoo because of how differently he acted in comparison to what he is used to (meaning jaewoo pretending to be seowoo).
im so conflicted because i like seowoo but i don't think raon will go with seowoo. ahhh im so sad now and so scared!! ╥﹏╥
also back in chapter 11, when seowoo was thinking, and the "... a selfish thought popped up, like.... maybe jaewoo exists to play my part for me." that made me feel sick to my stomach, like i wanted to puke. how could you EVER think that about your little brother, he's his own separate person, its so demeaning. even thinking it selfishly means your thinking it at all. he's doing this for you because HE ALWAYS has.
the flashback where their parents were so overbearingly caring towards seowoo and practically ignoring jaewoo made me so sad, like that is obviously the reason he is the way he is. he got used to seowoo being treated better, so when he pretended to be seowoo, people would treat HIM nicer, and he craved that. that's why he said he keeps doing it, like pavlov's theory. and also does seowoo just want jaewoo to pretend to be him FOREVER?? like, hunny please please please gain confidence and talk to raon yourself, otherwise your gonna get hurt Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
ahhhhhh im so conflicted. jaewoo can be a bit of an ass sometimes but i feel for him so much, and seowoo is so sweet but his action, intentions, and thoughts towards raon and jaewoo pretending to be him make me feel sick.
"I don't like how seowoo is making jaewoo lie for him." same, but I like that he is being sincere towards reon at least, thats more then I can say for jawwoo.
its not seowoos fault their parents neglected jaewoo though, and I dont think they were wrong worrying about his health when he was an baby and coddling him out of worry but as time when on and he got older, his health was no longer being that much of an issue, it obviously hurt his abilities to be independent and grow on his own, so they're parents attributed to saewoo's over reliance on jaewoo for everything, which effected his self own self confidence. not to mention jaewoo didn't receive the affection and support he needed to feel like his own person.
it was just bad parenting really
it's either his brother or his childhood friend..... either way, I can feel he's gonna be a fucking problem.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
why must author's bring in the second ml when the main couple is finally fucking happy like seriously???? (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 let them be fucking HAPPY! LEAVE THEM ALONE BISH.
I feel like some people are being a bit harsh to param. i mean mr han (blech) was his crush so he kinda deluded himself into wanting to be liked by him, so he couldn't really understand his feelings for hwi when they came along. like he said, he was so caught up in mr han paying attention to him, that he just wnet with it. you can see he genuinely regrets it, and is even uncomfortable around mr han. you can tell he didn't want to hurt hwi, and actually told him, sooner than i expected, that he messed up. hopefully the next chapter will have the two of them have a long chat about feeling and everything and hopefully hwi will not storm off when param tells him that he slept with mr han
also i dont give rats ass about mr han's past and how his heart was broken boo fucking hoo, he's an asshole for toying with people's feelings, and he even admitted that he toyed with param's feelings. he's a jackass and if param ends up with him instead of hwi, i don't know, i'll be pretty sad because this seems like hwi and param can have a healty relationship, which is what we need in the bl world.
and end rant lol
That's what I've been trying to say!!! Mr. Han is manipulative and Param is fragile. So can't they just understand Param's situation a little. I'm not condemning Param for cheating (although Hwi and hi doesn't have a clear label yet), I'm just trying to say that don't blame Param too much and give him a little bit of consideration.
EXACTLY! param is a bit gullible and naive but he just wants to feel wanted, which is why he went thru with mr. han. and totally agree that he shouldn't have "cheated" and that hwi and param don't have a definite label on their relationship. we know that param struggled a little with accepting that he was gay because of his crushes being assholes, so he just wants to be loved ╥﹏╥
please dont be a toxic seme please dont be a toxic seme please dont be a toxic seme please dont be a toxic seme please dont be a toxic seme please dont be a toxic seme please dont be a toxic seme please dont be a toxic seme please dont be a toxic seme PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I have already read till ch14 and he isn't he's a good boy
OH THANK GOD. i read so many yaois with bad semes and i just want a wholesome good boi. ╥﹏╥ THANK GOD. i literally just let out a sigh of relief. the yaoi community needs more good semes.
Where did u read it?
Aight time to stan
Hello where did u read it?