
can someone PLEAse explain to me what is happening between dongha and sanho? please im literally on my knees begging. iāve lost count on how many times iāve read their parts but my brain canāt seem to grasp the situation!! so frustrating!! ā„ļ¹ā„

Sanho doesnāt have any self confidence. He thinks he is lacking because he doesnāt have a degree, a stable job or a home. Thatās why he doesnāt really trust Dongha and wonders why he would even like someone like him. He thinks Dongha is just playing with him. So he wants to distance himself from him before getting hurt but Dongha actually has feelings for him. He jut canāt really express himself.

does that have to do with dongha being all interested in him, saying he canāt leave him alone, etc? why does he have any interest in sanho in the first place anyway? i thought they were just being in a stray cat-master relationship like in most BL plots, but i guess thereās more to it??? idk??? iāve read the comments about ppl be saying dongha being all possesive about sanho but i seriously canāt find where heās being all possesive about? and what does it mean when dongha said sanho is āno in-betweenā? wth is happening between them??? arghh this is so confusing!!
btw, iām not being sarcastic at ALL. im genuinely confused as HECK.

to be extremely fucking honest i donāt really hate the idea of chase and joel together??? and i donāt hate joel at all even tho most of yāall hate him, saying that heās a shitty parent or some sort. welll tbh coming from a household with a shitty fuck ass dad myself i can only say that you canāt expect everyoneās dad to be as understanding and loving as one u see in movies or tik toks or your dreams or whatever( but in my case itās probably bcs i dont really have any expectations for anyone) but honestly did yāall actually forget the fact that joelās actually a pretty decent guy with a stable job heās actually good at( not an alcoholic, unemployed, fucked up prick who rapes his son( no, my dad is shit but he is not that fucked up. im just taking most yaoi plotlines as a reference)) and that he actually took jesse in even tho he didnāt know shit that he had a child, gives him roof to live under and food to eat, etc. joelās definitely not your typical good let alone ābestā dad ever ( certainly way too far from it ) but then again he could also be worse, and heās not. heās not that bad of a guy. seriously. maybe joelās idea of loving someone is different than jesseās and what they need now is to have a long-ass talk and lots of backstories to clear all of the misunderstandings (=ć»Ļć»=)

honestly instead of being horny from the sex scenes imma SERIOUSLY be REAL concerned for nakyumās asshole. hemorrhoids be like; am i a joke to u????? and imagine worst case scenario where itāll actually tear??????? during an era where āmy lordā/ālearned sirā is a thing??????????? no adequate hospitals/doctors/medicine????? poor baby nakyum ā„ļ¹ā„
learned-sir my ass