
honestly i’ve dropped this/been on reading hiatus for this manhwa since chapter 51 bcs love triangle webtoons are really REALLY not my cup of tea especially the ones where both of the ships are toxic as fuck ( like, i ship the main character with NEITHER of the pairings bcs both are equally bad and just as fucked up ) like this manhwa ughhh even though the art is superb, 100% top notch art and haesoo’s too fucking pretty for his own good but the amount of anxiety while reading this is so so so NOT fucking worth it. especially for people like me who overthinks a LOT even for a mere bad ship in a manhwa. a toxic trait, i know, but can’t help it bcs it’s my personality. is it just me???
wake me up when this webtoon is finished and the main character ended up with someone at least a bit acceptable alongside with reasonable explanations as to why he ended up with who. ugh#-.-)

Same this manhwa has caused me a great deal of sadness but I really can’t stop reading. Every update affects me so much, like I would think abt it until the next update comes up. It’s an addiction.

i used to be like this too! but the effect on me was too negative (im saying like a real panic anxiety) that it took a huge toll on me and at some point when i read chapter 51 i dediced this was too much for me and it'll be the last chapter i'll read and just wait for the ending lol. i can handle the most fucked up yaois ( im saying real fucked up shit like harada's works if u know) but somehow i'm too weak for stuff like this?? idk im very weird lol

I tried reading the breakup scene again and I still cried so much like the first time I read it. This manhwa is mentally draining. I feel so anxious abt how it will end.
uncle Pan, don’t you think being kind to someone you don’t care about is cruel? :( why u gotta be so misleading and let that poor kid’s feelings got dragged on and then just dispose him like that:((
somehow i feel like uncle pan’s mindset is the same/ it has some similarities as yuyang’s when he rejected li huan. remember when that red haired kid screamed to yuyang about something like, “so what about you being gay? you think your feelings are the only thing that mattered??” and then yuyang’s just went O_o???? i think he should’ve screamed similar words to uncle pan, but then again he’s pretty much shocked and heartbroken so :( poor boy