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The emperor and empress confess their feelings. A concubine asks for the ML, FL says not to go cause she has a bad feeling. The FL gets kidnapped and is taken away for 2 years. ML becomes a tyrant.
After the empress’ death, the MC goes back to her original body (she actually knew she had to leave the empress’ body that day but so she asked the emperor to stay with her which became a huge trauma to the ML) and after two years she goes back to the palace disguised as a male escort/bodyguard due to political shenanigans. The MC was actually summoned for a reason, and it involves this radical group founded by the Ryeokuk’s royals who wants to assassinate the emperor.

MC felt somewhat attached to the group though she enters the imperial palace and wants to protect the emperor seeing how the ML blames himself hard for everything and turned into someone completely different. The ML also left the empress’ place exactly as it was before, and gave out harsh punishments for everything involving the ‘late’ empress. The story kind of turns into a ‘BL’ romance as naturally the ML is reminded of his one true love-the empress from the MC’s expressions/habits when she starts working as the emperor’s escort and falls in love. ML admits his feeling for the new MC pretty early on, even though he is a ‘male escort/bodyguard because he really regretted losing the empress without admitting his feelings. The ML even gets jealous saying you should be my man even in front of beautiful women lol and that causes Gong Lin to panic again and she tries the frame the MC, and even going as far as recreating the bloody ML’s trauma by harming herself and then copying the last words of the empress to hold onto the ML (which is pretty messed up IMO).

MC felt angry about that incident and tried to tell him the truth, asking what if the empress is not dead but just hiding due to circumstances...but the ML reacted pretty violently and storms out to go see his concubine. MC was disappointed because it reminded her of her last day - even when it is extremely important, he always chooses Gong Lin. So MC starts acting cold to the ML, refusing the snacks he orders for her, not meeting his eyes, and trying to avoid eating together, etc. ML was scared that he hurt the MC, and he didn’t want to lose ‘him’ too so he asked why he was mad and he will try to fix whatever it is which surprised MC since he would have never done this before with the empress. ML even confesses that he is in unrequited love with him in front of everyone, and tries his best.

That’s why when it was revealed MC is part of the infamous group that abducted the empress, it hurt him pretty bad as he thought she approached him on purpose and how he really fell in love with the person who killed the one he loved the most. While in prison, she tries to say she was trying to protect the emperor all along, but the ML was very conflicted with his guilt for the empress. Then when MC is alone with Hoon, she confesses her real identity considering her group obviously abandoned her and left her to die and to prove it she recounts how they met the first time, with the intruder and the stone... The prison guard listening to their conversation was a member of the group, so the guard murders the MC while Hoon and the emperor were on their way to the prison. ML sees another bloody gory dead MC, a repeat of his worst nightmare, is shook to the core for the second time.

Fortunately, MC goes back to the empress’ body and a lot of political stuff about this prophecy about her and how she will rid of this group from Ryeokuk. She is given three choices including one where she goes back to her original world and forgets everything. But MC chooses to stay with the emperor and goes to the palace and meets the ML. He couldn’t believe his eyes and kept asking Hoon if he was seeing a ghost and is over the moon when the MC comes back in the empress’ body. Then she teases him saying I heard you were having an affair while I was gone and then kind of explains all the prophecy/politics to him. She couldn’t come back officially due to the threats from the group and the ML wanted to kill all the people involved in the group right away, but MC persuades him to wait to avoid shedding innocent blood and work to eliminate all the discrimination against Ryeokuk people which was the root of all this. The stubborn emperor couldn’t even believe himself that he actually listened to her and put out an edict while she is sleeping. The book ends with the emperor kissing the sleeping MC saying I can endure everything for you (or something similar) with tears

Ummm yeah okay.







The prince and his bro likes the eunuch. The prince rapes the eunuch. Eunuch gets rape a lot of times.

The prince's bro sees the prince (ml) rape the eunuch. I don't understand what happened but he didn't like it. So he orchestrated a plot where the eunuch was kidnapped and was raped repeatedly by some old guy. The he was saved by a merc.
Then we are introduced to some kind of mercenary who save the eunuch. It seems he likes the eunuch too. The eunuch becomes traumatized by all the rape that happened to him. But the merc tried to heal him by having sex with him affectionately. And yeah he fell in love with the eunuch.
The prince(ml) regrets his actions that's why he can't bring himself to face the eunuch again. Anywaaaay, the bro had plotted something idk.

Anyway the eunuch was relieved from his duties then the merc took the eunuch and was leaving the palace with his troops. The prince was saying his goodbyes from afar when he noticed that assassins were following the merc and the eunuch. So he followed them. While the eunuch and the merc were having some love sex, the prince was fighting with assassins. He was wounded and ended up being taken care of by the merc's troops.


Anyway we spend a lot of chapters with the prince being pathetic. He can't approach the eunuch. The merc was jealous everytime and it seems he is somewhat threatening the prince. Anyway, the merc and eunuch had a lot of sex and the prince just gets sad and jealous and pathetic.

On the latest chapter, the bro killed the king so he is the new king now and the it seems he is looking to kill the prince. The merc fought off someone and the prince and eunuch seems to be together running away or something. Idk if there is some development between them but I did see some blushing. Also the merc shaved and he looks hot now.

Idk who is endgame here. At this point the prince is no longer the prince so I guess statuses doesn't hidner them. And the merc is after them. Idk.

Tldr: a lot of rape, royals punching each other,. Merc making love, and the prince being pathetic lonely regretful rapist.

As someone who's been reading the raws, I can say that this is a manhwa that you can read to past some time. I've been laughing this whole run and chase scenario.
This is a series where you want the one who's in unrequited love for years to be chased by the one they've been in love for years. While the omega is running for his life, the alpha is literally chasing for him like some madman in love. lol I can't
The author is really something omegaverse + thriller + action + some modern day Cinderella. I just want to see how will this end and in the language I could understand more. The best friend is something too. He's the friend you'll want to have.