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I don't quite remember the details but I think I started around the age of 11 and one of the first ones I've read was Jackass!. I guess I'm pretty perverted myself since I quickly got into reading kinkier and more fucked up bl stuff and to even go as far as to listen to drama cds. I don't think I was shocked but I did blush every time I read or lis......   reply

I was always scolded by my parents and they would always tell me I'm useless, I'm a piece of trash and such. I didn't have any genuine friends I can rant to at that time. So thoughts like k-wording myself or my family always appear on my mind. Now, I'm very thankful that back then I did not do any stupid things because I didn't have the guts to do ......   1 reply

I was bullied a lot when I was a kid and every day I go back home expecting my father to scold me for being useless and beat me up. I had no genuine friends back then and even if I did, I wouldn't have had the guts to tell them about how I was feeling because I don't want to bother them with my personal issues. So I was pushing all of those anger a......   reply