I'm sorry but reading this has changed me and my outlook on this, I'm deeply affected and i don't think I'll ever be able to forget it and I'm not sure how to feel about that. It hurt so much to read this and took me like a year to finish reading cause i had to take a break. It was the most deeply affecting manga I've ever read and i understand why it's so popular, the author deserves so much, this manga really makes you think and feel things on a deeper level, I know I'm kinda just repeating myself but I'm just at a loss for words...
One of the only yaoi ships that I've liked all the way through (▰˘◡˘▰)