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Xinxin November 28, 2024 6:30 pm

I hate Love is an Illusion with a burning passion (for multiple reasons too tired to say) lol neways I was trying to give this one a shot but wtf the blonde is the bottom? Typical character design of stereotypical beautiful uke. Author just made him alpha to be a bit different. Ain't no wayyyy

I'll get a lot of hate but this is my opinion. Go cry about it.

    babyhongtae November 28, 2024 6:37 pm

    ain’t no wayyy. But you seem to care about it a lot now.

    Xinxin November 28, 2024 8:33 pm

    I meant the fact that idc how many people like this lmao I just want to openly hate on this because I was disappointed <3 (can't reply to you, @babyhongtae since you limit who can reply to your comments)

    BusyReading=/ November 28, 2024 8:54 pm

    i feel you, i used to hate it too when i started reading it then it grew on me, the way that everyone character plays apart in one story makes me like it sm.

    babyhongtae November 29, 2024 10:18 am
    I meant the fact that idc how many people like this lmao I just want to openly hate on this because I was disappointed <3 (can't reply to you, @babyhongtae since you limit who can reply to your comments) Xinxin

    There are many of works with beautiful-faced semes, but you choose to comment openly hate it here cuz of stereotypes things. Uhm well…

    TongInAss November 29, 2024 10:37 am

    Is blonde-uke stereotype? I dont know, rarely see these type nowadays... oba-chan so experienced

    outrun my arrow November 29, 2024 1:16 pm

    Of course he's the bottom everyone's so fucking lame they can't even think of someone who is pretty being a top, it's always the boring ass big black haired guy instead. it's LAMEEE BORINGG OVERDONE STOP BEING SCARED OF SHORT TOPS

    babyhongtae November 29, 2024 1:48 pm
    Of course he's the bottom everyone's so fucking lame they can't even think of someone who is pretty being a top, it's always the boring ass big black haired guy instead. it's LAMEEE BORINGG OVERDONE STOP BEING ... outrun my arrow

    Where have u been ? I see a lot of works that have seme with beautiful face and short uke ( also slim seme

    babyhongtae November 29, 2024 1:48 pm
    Where have u been ? I see a lot of works that have seme with beautiful face and short uke ( also slim seme babyhongtae

    Note : I meant short seme*

    outrun my arrow November 29, 2024 1:53 pm
    Where have u been ? I see a lot of works that have seme with beautiful face and short uke ( also slim seme babyhongtae

    You see a lot of short feminine semes? Where they at cause I'm pretty sure it's rare, everyone's all about big tall alpha awwooo top x small Itty bitty aggressive bottom. feel free to drop the recs tho I need dat

    babyhongtae November 29, 2024 2:24 pm
    You see a lot of short feminine semes? Where they at cause I'm pretty sure it's rare, everyone's all about big tall alpha awwooo top x small Itty bitty aggressive bottom. feel free to drop the recs tho I need d... outrun my arrow

    I don’t care about the MC’s physical appearance; I enjoy their dynamics and tropes. I agree that many people prefer the big, strong alpha top and slim uke. But it annoys me when people assume that liking short or pretty ukes means you’re stuck in stereotypes. They’re just upset because it doesn’t fit their expectations, and if they truly cared, they’d embrace all diversity.


    And here’s some of pretty seme list

    https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1251124/

    TongInAss November 29, 2024 2:47 pm

    I got noti in these comment so lemme say sth. There top-ranking manhwa on the charts have pretty face seme anyway. It's not rare if you ask me. And if this pretty baby small kitty uke bothers you that much, go cry abt it, cuz your opinion won’t change a thing tho.

    (But if u draw your own prettyseme i still would like to read. Text me if done, xoxo )

    Xinxin November 29, 2024 8:28 pm
    I got noti in these comment so lemme say sth. There top-ranking manhwa on the charts have pretty face seme anyway. It's not rare if you ask me. And if this pretty baby small kitty uke bothers you that much, go ... TongInAss

    Sis I know, that's why I am crying about it because this had so much potential </3 ughh and to everyone here, it's not like I don't read the usual pretty bottom and strong-looking top, it's just that this is one of the mainstream manwhas that's well-known and kinda sad it went to the usual route again lol. I accept diversity of ship dynamics but it's not bad to have expectations. I was looking for something fresh and new. (when did we ever get a pretty seme in an omegaverse that's made by a famous author and popular manwha?? If u know, please recommend asap)

    (Also dw, I'll be making my own one day and y'all wouldn't know it was me.)

    babyhongtae November 30, 2024 11:44 am
    Sis I know, that's why I am crying about it because this had so much potential </3 ughh and to everyone here, it's not like I don't read the usual pretty bottom and strong-looking top, it's just that this is... Xinxin

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    tissue-kun November 28, 2024 9:11 am

    the symmetry, the details, the craftsmanship. pure genius. Picasso who?

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Xinxin December 1, 2024 6:49 pm

I just want to vent. Feel free to scroll pass this. I'm just too sad. My cat died three months ago because the vet killed her. (I sincerely wish their clinic stops operating because they are terrible. Everyone sucked there and gave up on my cat when it was their fault when she was suddenly hospitalized there.)

And after her death, I've been feeling complete shit. I'm too upset and depressed, not getting work done. All I've done is do stress eating that made me gain a lot of weight which I'm also not happy about (it's not a healthy diet). But anyways, I don't know how to cope with grief. I've been crying on and off and at the most random times.

I can't really talk to my family or friends about this since it brings the mood down and some will say she's just a cat. I know that not everyone can relate but she was my life line and she was family. I just... I don't know what to do. I'm very much aware of the state that I am in and I've been doing self sabotage but really, I just don't know how to stop feeling this way. Even I am exhausted. It's not like it's the first time I lost a beloved pet, but she was my everything.

I just really love my cats... Yes, even her brother followed her too soon as well. He got sick, too and passed a week later after hers.

    Ella December 1, 2024 6:54 pm

    Remember that there isn't a "right" way to grieve. You could consider memorializing your cat in a way that feels meaningful to you, like creating a photo album etc. in her memory. Remember, it's okay to ask for help and to seek comfort during this difficult time. (/TДT)/

    misterchan December 1, 2024 6:56 pm

    my condolences to both ur cats

    everyone grieves differently there is no right way to do it. it may be hella weird but it is still grief

    it is a pity ur family is not more supportive. ur cat wasn’t “just a cat.” i am sure they were more than that, family even. i can see that you really loved them.

    i am sending virtual hugs and support. grieve as long as you need.

    idk if this suggestion will do any good but what about getting another cat?

    Bella December 1, 2024 7:05 pm

    It s always really hard. I ve been in the same situation. Even lost my dad... .. It s very hard. ...
    So u just need to prepare yourself for something like that

    HamstersAre3dCircles December 1, 2024 7:24 pm

    I am so sorry for your loss and I am sure they were happy that they were able to have a good life with you sweetie. And about your question, I've also lost two cats before and I honetly can relate so much they were not just cats they literally were my babies, they helped me get through life even. Coming back to home to them and lying together with them was my best part of any day, I think it might be because you can feel unconditional love for the first time without any expectations from you, they only want food some care etc. and they will be together purring with you all the time it is the sweetest purest thing in the world. I would do anything for them. So my first advice is do not care about people who underestimate your love or grief, they just have not experienced or felt the same towards any pet I assume. Being able to love a little creature that wont give quantifiable things back to you is not something everyone is capable of or maybe they have not got any chance before (did not have any pets etc people's circumstances can differ) so do not blame them but just do not take their harsh words too into heart please. Please live your grief to your heart's content.
    Second advice will be harder to accept but please adopt another cat if you have the chance. I know it feels like betraying your past sweethearts but it isn't. You have helped them and now new cats have the opportunity to be helped and loved by you, I am sure your cats who passed away would want the same too, for you to be happy and some other cats to feel the high amount of love they once received. It really will help you I promise, because coming back to an empty house where no cat greets you, lying in your bed when you do not have a cutie cat purring next to you will only make you remember the emptiness they left and miss them. You can help another cat by taking it in while also that cat will be there when you are missing them and feeling lonely. I am not saying to forget them, I am saying you can accept that you loved them and will always love them but you can give the remaining love you have for them to other living cute cats who would appreciate you with their whole being too. And I am sure if your cats were able to see you now they would want the same too, you and other cats being happy :)

    mingyu_k December 1, 2024 7:28 pm

    I am so sorry about this, my condolences for both of your cats, no owner should experience the loss of their companions through such means. However I know you are griefing, but please take care of yourself, goes on little runs and do things you enjoy, I’m sure your cats would be sad seeing you down like this. Part of grief is acceptance that they are gone and knowing that it is time to move on. Don’t burden yourself with their deaths, and I beg you, don’t blame it on yourself. If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here

Xinxin November 24, 2024 4:47 am

Does it make you a furry if you enjoy monsterfucking? Like example, the seme is a demon/big monster or something with animal features.

But I think, it is a whole new genre ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    ❦ඩShashaඩ❦ November 24, 2024 4:56 am

    Uhh maybe??

    d၇ৎllette November 24, 2024 5:04 am

    I don't think that makes you a furry. Furries are typically into anthropomorphic animals, like characters with human-like qualities. While monsterfucking can involve creatures with animal features, it's not necessarily the same thing

    helvetica November 24, 2024 5:11 am

    Depends on the monster. If it’s a werewolf monster… you’re treading furry territory, but if it’s a demon-type of eldritch horror monster, your good, even if they have cat like ears or something

    ❤Valentine Vampire❤ November 24, 2024 7:59 am

    A furry is someone who is really into anthropomorphic animal characters, they are animals that stand up like a human, wear clothes like a human and even talk like a human if your talking about people who have just have demon horns or cat ears on their head but still look human then no that’s not what an anthropomorphic animal character is. A character with just animal ears and a tail but looks human is called something else but I forgot what it’s called, this is coming from someone who is a furry by the way

    helvetica November 24, 2024 7:09 pm
    A furry is someone who is really into anthropomorphic animal characters, they are animals that stand up like a human, wear clothes like a human and even talk like a human if your talking about people who have j... ❤Valentine Vampire❤

    A character with just ears and a tail are called kemonomimi

    ❤Valentine Vampire❤ November 24, 2024 9:15 pm
    A character with just ears and a tail are called kemonomimi helvetica

    Oh, yeah. That's what it was called, I forgot.

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