Ok so you might be thinking what the hell is wrong with this person and this is probably the most basic ass question but seriously I’ve done the most fucked up shit and got back together with him and I know I shouldn’t but he was the only person that I talked too and I told him like everything and even my fucked up past, he kept wanting to talk to me and he even wrote a whole paragraph to me which NO ONE HAS DONE to me then again this is my first serious relationship or was but everything was going well till I messed it up again and I was gonna explain myself then HE BLOCKED ME I will admit I was so like ugh I was so disappointed in myself then I isolated myself and deleted every account so I wouldn’t read old messages butttt I may have looked at his repost today and I didn’t like what I saw I mean yeah I fucked up like big time I know that myself but why am I like this seriously all I do is just isolate myself and don’t let people in like I don’t have friends and now I don’t even have a boyfriend that now my ex and I can’t stop thinking about him so now I here venting cause I have no one else and I’m just a mess well that was kinda good that I let it out of system now I’m gonna go cry cause THATS ALL I GOOD AT.
So I only talk to like one person but I want sum friends and I’m not talking about just texting me one day and ghost my ass the next day I’m trying to find a best friend and like send videos and share our interest you know I need a deep connection (Not to be weird and all) but here’s my discord soyourmom_ hope we can become friends whoever reading this.
Ok sooo I may sound like a complete utter LOSER making this but wow have I completely made myself become a lonely person I recently broke up with my bf due to sum stuff and I don’t really have friends the only person I would talk to is my ex but since I no longer have him I’m just talking to a wall at this point lol. But anyone of you literally anyone is willing to talk or somehow wanna become bestie I’m ur person and ik u may be thinking why don’t I just make friends randomly with a stranger atp dude I wish but I’m a introvert but anyways I’ll put my discord and snap down here and fyi I’m 17 close to becoming 18 soooo yeah anyways thats it thanks for reading :)
