my rituals praying that she didnt actually die did not work. this fuckin sucks.
im happy that even though she died the manga still ends in a happy way? even though she (understandably) shut her self off she realised she should do the opposite. its so easy to do the easiest thing by not interacting with other people incase theres a risk of something going wrong, whether its a breakup, fading friendship or in this case someones death. but there will be a risk in everything, and even if you go through the worst possibillity, you can still have dear memories, and a wonderful experince you can rember in the aftermath. and instead of shutting yourself off, you can still find other amazing and dear people. although it hurts to go through, and it makes you vunerable, you can still come back, change and still be a happier person. and you will always cherish and love what the person meant to you, and the kind of person they themselves were.
so bittersweet. FUCK.
Lowkey i wanna imagine the dude realising that he does have the ability to love. Him approaching love in a less cynical way and finding someone. Him realising and using his experince from the other dude and then becoming open you know? As well as the other guy healing from his break up and finding someone new as well. 2 dudes figuring themselves out as they go and both hopefully finding someone they love.
Like a breakup it doesnt have to be the end of the world for them esp mc, they could learn from the experince and become better people. while also accepting what happened, without resenting the other but instead understanding the other and continue to go on their own paths. The other charater seems to be moving on and going forward in life. And i wish the same for mc. Id love to this as a bittersweet open ending rather then a completely sad one.
i have no words..... other then this is just fucked up and scary. and fucking WEEEEEIIIIIRRRRRDDDD.
damn bruh im rooting for none of em. like i dont trust the old guy, im waiting to see more of a backstory with him becuase even before he left jinsu, it seems like jinju and him had some serious problems. but like idk, i wanna know the full story with him and her to see if the husband is a bad or evil dude.
but if im being honest im not sure if i like doyeon too much now either. her obession is getting to points more then just normal love clearly. like its not good for jinsju but also not good for doyeon her self. i know shes desperately wants someone she can care for personally when thats all doyeon been doing all her life, looking out for everyone but herself. but now its getting into dangerous territory where she wants to keep jinju for herself. i dont trust old man (and those little weasely shark loan bitches) , but im scared that while doyeons protectiveness seems valid it could end up with her becoming a moster herself. i mean after that angry/frustrated "sex" scene she had with jinju, way before the recent chapters like chapter 33 im becoming hesitant and more critical of her.
godamn this story is so intrestingly written. respect to the author.
alr so how exactly did he pay them back? thats what i find weird.
drawn sex is so fucking funny tbh. like most of the time its harmfully unrealistically. but when you see it so much it just becomes funny. like what lmaooo.
Dude just dont talk to your older brother. Just avoid him or something. I understand being upset and frustrated. But if your brother is asking you to leave him alone and being a dick its better to just leave it be. I respect the fact that he wanted to talk things out ( wouldve respected it more if he didnt do the hypno rape shit), but if the older brother doesnt want want to make up theres nothing you can do but just leaving him alone.
ohh imagine if this does get turned into an anime. im gonna be crying.