NOOOOOOO!! The kiss ;x when will they kiss (/TДT)/ why the forehead instead
And some people even said he is cruel well it was a sign of respect -.-
Yes! Yes! Kurose is telling Shirotani he will wait until they share a drink or he wanting (begging? *-* or more like... Kissing? *o*) him when his mind is ready.
Let's remember Shirotani and Kurose complete almost everything in the list. But all of then it's something Shirotani only did with Kurose.
And Shirotani said 'it feels good'. That's some improvement for someone with mysophobya, in my opinion. But somehow, in my opinion, sex was not the 10th Shirotani left in blank. I think is 'love'. And now, only two persons can give the love he really wanted: Kurose and... his dad.
Love... Never thought about it but you know it sound logical. He didn't type it down bcs he didn't want to share something so persoonal with a person he had just met. Or maybe he wasn't sure how to explain this feeling, I mean maybe he doesn't know that he misses love. He was a lone person before he met Kurose...
It's not like it was personal thing. Since he himself is 'dirty', maybe he never believed he can be loved by someone. That's why he was shocked when Kurose confessed to him and more shocked when he realised, in the restaurant, that he was looking at his mouth, and more when he was releasing himself in a public bathroom and use a imaginary Kurose for that.
Shirotani, in my opinion, is scared of 'love', and I blame his father and the bitch.
Now I wonder, since his father 'knows what Tadaomi is thinking', did he realised his son knew? And since I belive he's still alive (since there's nothing in Shirotani's apartament that says he's dead and theres no other relatives), Kurose will want to meet him.
I found chapter 24, but in japanese, well if somebody understands here- http://aomadara.tumblr.com/post/129064244761/for-those-who-dont-understand-chinese
Arigtou ありがとう
The Conclusion from chap 24.
I've read the rough translate.
Well as we know from the last chapter that they're stuck on lift coz of powerdown. Then Shirotani-san got nervous and remember the time when he hiding on his father closet ant that makes him nausea and hard to breath.
Then Kurose trying to call the building technician and they said it will work again after 10 minutes. And Kurose start talking to shirotani because he is woried with his condition.
And then he said shirotani-san are you okay? Are you feel disgusting because you're with me in this place? And you said I'm disgusting. (something like that)
And I don't remember what they talking about but then Kurose says will you come to me while offering his hand to shirotani. After a while finally shirotani chose (kiss) kurose hand and they're hugging.
And on this scene shirotani think that Kurose know everything in his mind coz they're this close (the trauma and his fear from touching people).
So, from this chapter we know that he didn't want to be touched coz he think people will know what he's thinking and doing. (it's coz of his father).
Well, I hope you can understand my comment coz my english are terrible.
this is a rough translation of chapter 24: http://itsokaytobegaygaygay.tumblr.com/post/128982230942/ten-count-chapter-24-rough-translation
you are soooo right
in the lastest chapters I am always with tears in my eyes when I read this manga
the words shirotani uses to refer himself are very hurtful
THATS IT!!!!!!!!! THIS BITCH GOT WHAT SHE DESERVED TO HEAR LONG AGO !! WELL DONE KUROSE (╯°Д °)╯╧╧