
So it seems like the ‘past self’ alter ego isn’t his past self, but instead was a character in a movie he filmed with the grey haired MC. Grey haired MC said that acting with our MC was horrible, which caused the MC to lie down in snow and adopt this new alter ego which was the character he played in the film.

LOVE THIS. It’s SO FUCKING REFRESHING.
They both got issues, especially the seme since he’s a pretty trash character, but the character development, the dialogue, the ACTUAL PERSONALITIES.
This manga has it all. The seme knows he’s trash, but grows and does his best to be better. He apologizes for his mistakes and genuinely changes as a person. The dialogue in this is great, the characters actually have emotional talks, and we see the seme’s thought process so well. The uke has his issues solved not immediately, but slowly it occurs.
They both make each other better. It’s so sweet to see. The seme is legit so adorable with his reactions/jealousy. He has the cutest smile.
And the uke? So beautiful, like legitimately he’s so pretty.
It’s such a satisfying ending, and we get some angst but it gets resolved in the best way, with no loose ends. One of the best short mangas I’ve read, it’s got great art, great character development, great sex scenes, and great dialogue. Honestly 10/10.

Sigh it’s actually disgusting how bl authors all have some form of rape in their manga. It’s annoying, and normalizes it bc the MC always ends up with the rapist, and it’s always portrayed in a light manner (like ‘oh I said no but he kept doing it, but it’s okay, it did feel good I guess, and now I’m catching f e e l i n g s so it’s okay’)
It’s just sad how many mangas/webtoons I read with this setting. We’re basically expected to ignore/downplay/normalize the rape/assault bc the rapist is the Male Lead.
A shame.

You're so damn right. As a person who read yaoi since a veeeery long time, I feel like the older I get, the harder it is for me to actually like it because I just realize that there is too much rape in yaoi, so much that it became the norm !! It's getting harder and harder to find a yaoi which doesn't normalize or romancise rape... Some people actually like it and I respect it but damn, it's getting tiring to see this "trope" in EVERY damn yaois

IF JIHO DOESN’T REMEMBER ANYTHING, IF HE WAS DEAD DRUNK, AND ENDED UP SOMEHOW HAVING SEX WITH HYUNMIN, THATS FUCKING RAPE!
He wasn’t in a clear mind, and wouldn’t have had sex otherwise, so why are they talking about it like it was all a mistake? No, if Hyunmin actually did that, it’s rape, and Eunchae should be beating the shit out of that guy, not ‘trying to forget that my bf has drunken sex with another guy’ like WTF?!
Doesn’t it ring any alarm bells how Jiho remembers nothing and was dead drunk? Like how would he have ever possibly coherently consented to sex?
Eunchae is a dumb bitch, Jiho is not really seeing how fucked up Hyunmin is (if he had taken advantage) and Hyunmin is psychotic for still butting into this relationship.

Sure he’s done ‘nothing’ wrong, but he gives off mass shady vibes (100% he’s gonna treat Param wrong some way, especially with how he’s waiting for Param to make a move, otherwise seeming fine with playing with him), and the way he treated his partner?
Told him to just do what he said and put a pillow on top of his face even tho he said he couldn’t breathe properly, and didn’t let him take off his blindfold when he wanted to? Disgusting.
Purple haired boi is pretty hot tho, I do be liking him ヾ(☆▽☆)

But I love him, he clearly doesn’t know how to express his emotions. So he comes off as rude and a complete asshole, when really he’s more a tsundere/really bad at picking the right words.
Lmao that sounds so toxic tho, ‘he’s an asshole but he’s actually really sweet on the inside, he just doesn’t express himself properly, sure he said some really mean stuff, but it’s the intention that matters!’ Rip
HOW FUCKING PROUD I AM OF THE UKE?!
Boi literally was about to bite off the penis and then quit his job instead of staying with that nasty CEO. How often do u see that in bl? Like never.
God it’s so refreshing to see the uke with a backbone.
I feel like we need this type of uke, brave, self aware, and knows his self worth. Baby you don’t deserve a jerk