I'm honestly rooting for joowon to leave the toxic celebrity industry he's in and just move to america or smthn with haesoo so the two of them can just be happy and get married already. watching the two of them be so stressed out by their jobs is so upsetting and frustrating like?? bitch just leave???
my theory is that the "Illness" was being gay (most of us agree on this already) and that maybe seungho had a lover that will killed by his father or something? The way that the doctor said she seemed fine one day and they crazy the next time makes me think something traumatic happened that made seungho the way he is. Also the fact that he mentioned a few chapters ago that he felt the same way he did "back then" (super vague, but they showed an image of his as a child so;;) idk tho I'm just guessing lmaoo