
jesus fuck i can't even begin to explain how much i hate helena. some people might defend her and say "well, she didn't know" or some shit like that but that's EXACTLY why i hate her. ignorance is bliss. by hanging out with her "friend" it gives the impression that it's ok to spend time with someone who likes you in that way, though she's clueless, it's just so ridiculous. plus, she accepted his other "friend's" vow as a knight all while basically having a relationship with the blondie (forgot his name coz he's an insignificant piece of shit). shouldn't she, at the very least, consider her partner's possible thoughts regarding her actions? SHE'S SO INSANELY SELFISH THAT IT'S MAKING MY BLOOD BOIL. I ABSOLUTELY SCORN FEMALE CHARACTERS WHO ARE ALL GOODY TWO SHOES AND ARE COMPLETELY OBLIVIOUS OF EVERYTHING THAT'S HAPPENING. ARGH, SOMEONE KILL HELENA ALREADY.

when i was about 20+ chaps in, i already got the gist of sangmin's mental illness. when he told jinhyun about his mom being schizophrenic, i was sure right then and there that it might've been either genetic or because of the shit he went through coz of his mom and family in general. plus, when he said his brand new dog died not long after his previous one did, it totally gave him away. well, tbh, he was already showing signs when he said he won't let jinhyun get away after humiliating him like that in highschool but at that time, i just thought he was after revenge, you know, like a highschooler type of revenge (not that he isn't after revenge now). now, he's just a straight up psychopath. though, as a human, i am slightly sympathetic towards him because of what he's been through. seeing him slowly deteriorating because in his eyes he has to 'win' makes me feel a certain way.
i should also add the fact that helena, that pretentious piece of shit, NEVER clarifies anything. when she was pushed AND FOR A REASON, when the blondie came running to her, she implied it as if she wasn't the one running towards our girl acting as if they're the best of friends like?? go fuck yourself.