I've been crying for like half an hour already because this kind of tortuous and twisted expression of love is so hurtful when you are in the receiving end of it. There is nothing you can want out of fear of it being taken from you and nothing you can do because you never know who can pay the consequences for you. It is no wonder he hates the Emperor so much, how could he not? When he took every thing he liked,that he loved and he crushed it under his foot with brute force. More than to be able to love the Emperor again I really wish Heul can find solace and peace with himself and the man he used to love.
Hiii, I really love this and I was wondering if anyone could rec me something like this please?
not sure what you mean by 'something like this'. is it in terms of the misunderstandings? the couple dynamic? or just racer-related? if you haven't read it, let me recommend to you 'Heart Racer'. the seme is a racer while the uke is a doctor. I don't wanna spoil it but you can read it right away as it is already completed.
The couple dynamic is my favorite part but also anything racer- related is more than welcome and thank you so much, I'll go read that right away