her last expression in ch 37? oh i love it, i love it sm shes growing into her dominance im so happy
im so bored of sex! specifically penetrative sex. vaginal, anal, “pegging”, idc im tired of it! courtney im suffering through porn for you, pls deliver your dominance to my waiting arms
from what i know of first times this is p realistic, which puts me off having any kind of penetrative sex ever. i mean, alongside my whole aspec thing i have going on aha.
cuz i’m a whump fan too, not even gonna front. watching characters endure hell and then get loved on later is my fav type of angst, no shame. so having read this after the spoilers i’d seen it rlly doesn’t hold a candle to what ppl described, like i was expecting it to drag out a little more yknow? really run into those emotional landmines, cause some character regression that’s only overcome through lots of love and support.
on the other hand i can see why the ppl adapting the novel wouldn’t want to drag that out for too long. maybe it’s just me but the physical and emotional violence would be a complete tonal shift from the rest of the story. yeah there’s been a lot of emotional torment and some offscreen violence but having to bring that to the forefront for this arc wouldve maybe made the story a biiiit too dark. i do think they couldve found a nice middle ground but well. what can ya do.
idec that he kissed her comatose body like that is fairytale levels of love right there. bibbidy bobbidy boo shit.
what i want to happen is they investigate yvonne, everything’s found out, and then someway somehow yvonne tries to sneak in to finish the job but penelope wakes up right as she’s abt to end her, and smth smth callisto catches her in the act… probably too cartoony but whatever. novel readers do not spoil me on how this arc goes lemme speculate in peace
if you have the money consider going through l3zh!n (cant type it on here apparently) to support the author! but jujucat is p much in sync with them, maybe a couple hours delayed at most.
you got me fucked up if you think “mind control” can somehow wipe away all of this. “mind control” as a plot device is fun, sometimes useful, but there’s a certain level to it. when it’s gone on for this long, when we see what lengths the “mind controlled” person goes to to carry out the orders they were given… mind control or not, the person is a major asshole. zero excuses for this bullshit. especially because he’s been like this since they were kids, there’s no coming back from that. at some point mind control or no, your actions, and by proxy, you, becoming irredeemable. i doubt the author will go that angle but i just need to vent in the slim chance it does.
derrick you will never know happiness. i hope you and yvonne suffer for the rest of your days. i hope all of penelope’s suffering is multiplied by 100 and delivered to you all at once.
I agree, but from what we've seen of Penelope she doesn't seem as forgiving as the Eckharts are hoping. Even if the relationship has improved the moment things go wrong Penelope is quick to drop ties again and berate herself for ever even having hope.
I really hope she doesn't forgive him too, mind control or not
“please use me” well since you’re asking so nicely
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how much longer is there to go…? it feels like there’s not a lot left tbh. i’m waiting for the whole [fake tia name here] thing to come and go so the final revenge and crowning and maybe even marriage can happen. im not saying i want it rushed, cuz thatll ruin the story. i am saying im impatient
it’s appealing cuz she’s capable of doing what she wants without him, and he actually has things (like name, power) to offer her. mmyeah i love when people make choices mhm mhm.
I’m impatient too I recently started reading the novel. The revenge arc is starting now we still got a bit to go
where can i read the novel if you dont mind sharing?
omg for a second i thought richard was thinking courtney was manipulating him like “oh she meant lashes to herself! nooooo” but thankfully she cleared it up lolol
she’s a natural. man i want a toyfriend i can slap around like she’s wanting to do to richard.
cant wait for season 2 hh
hell ye courtney, rewrite that first time! make use of the power you hold over him! seeing her fully realize her dominance has been such a treat and im so happy for her the smut this time was also much more tolerable, prob cuz richard behaved himself. ah i love this story a lot. cant wait for season 2, i wanna know what else the author has in store for them. theres gonna be some family drama ofc, but im curious abt social gatherings or situations. how would they come across? i wanna know… hmmmmmmm
Can i tell me the First time chapter?
I think their first time was in chapter 30
specifically chapters 34-35 that she’s rewriting. but yeah it spans a few chapters