The chapters are up for free on drap/.com if anyone can please translate them
https://drap.coremagazine.co.jp/news/7436
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/1438752/artworks
I have no clue how to work the website, but it says the chapters are free! They are also on the author's pixiv, not sure if it's all of them though.
I really want him to be okay omg